Jeremy — Ch 9 The Awakening Of Charlotte

I

Towards the end of the first fortnight's stay at Cow Farm it was announced that very shortly there would be a picnic at Rafiel Cove.

Jeremy had been waiting for this proclamation; once or twice he had asked whether they were going to the Cove and had been told “not to bother,” “all in good time,” and other ridiculous elderly finalities, but he knew that the day must come, as it had always come every year.

The picnic at Rafield was always the central event of the summer.

And he had this year another reason for excited anticipation--the wonderful Charlotte Le Page was to be present.

Until now Jeremy had never taken the slightest interest in girls.

Mary and Helen, being his sisters, were necessities and inevitabilities, but that did not mean that he could not get along very easily without them, and indeed Mary with her jealousies, her strange sulky temper and sudden sentimental repentances was certainly a burden and restraint.

As to the little girls in Polchester, he had frankly found them tiresome and stupid, thinking of themselves, terrified of the most natural phenomena and untruthful in their statements.

He had been always independent and reserved with everyone, and bud never, in all his life, had a close friend, but there had been, especially of late, boys with whom it had been amusing to spend an hour or two, and since his fight with the Dean's Ernest he had thought that it would be rather interesting to make a further trial of strength with whomsoever...

Girls were stupid, uninteresting, conceited and slow.

He never, in all his life, wanted to have anything to do with girls.

But Charlotte Le Page was another matter.

She had, in the first place, become quite a tradition in the Cole family.

She was the daughter of a wealthy landowner, who always spent his holidays in Rafiel.

She and her very beautiful, very superior mother had been seen on many occasions by the Coles driving about the Glebeshire roads in a fine and languid manner, a manner to which the Coles knew, very well, they themselves could never attain.

Then Mrs. Cole had called, and Mrs. Le Page and Charlotte had come to tea at Cow Farm.

This had been a year ago, when Jeremy had been only seven; nevertheless, he had been present during the first part of the ceremony, and Charlotte had struck him as entirely amazing.

He had simply gazed at her with his mouth open, forgetting all his good manners.

She was at this time nine or ten years of age but very small and, as they say of the most modern kind of doll, “perfect in every particular.

” She had wonderful hair of a bright rippling gold; her cheeks were pink and her eyes were blue, and she was so beautifully dressed that you could not take in details but must simply surrender yourself to a cloudy film of white or blue, with everything so perfectly in its place that it seemed to the rough and ready Jeremy quite unearthly.

Of course she had to be very careful how she walked, when she sat down, in what way she moved her hands and feet, and how she blew her nose.

It was wonderful to see her do these things, she did them so naturally and yet always with a sense of an effort overcome for the good of humanity.

Her mother never ceased to empty praises at her feet, appealing to visitors with: “Isn't Charlotte too lovely to-day?

” or “Really, Mrs. Cole, did you ever see anything like Charlotte's hair?

” or “Just a moment, Mrs. Cole, I'm sure you've never seen such hands and feet on any human being before!

”--and it was impossible to tell whether or no Charlotte was moved by these praises, because she never said anything at all.

She was almost completely silent, and once, at the tea-gathering in Cow Farm, when she suddenly said: “I'm tired, Mama,” Jeremy nearly jumped from his chair, so astonished he was.

Jeremy had, during the year that intervened between that visit and this, sometimes thought of Charlotte, and he had looked back upon her, not as a little girl but as something strange, fantastic, wonderfully coloured, whom it would be interesting to see again.

He wondered why Mary and Helen could not be like that, instead of running about and screaming and becoming red in the face.

He said once to Mary that she should imitate Charlotte, and the scene that followed was terrible.

Mary, from that moment, hated Charlotte with an overpowering hatred.

Here this year they were again.

Mrs. Le Page with her long neck, her beautiful pearl ear-rings, her pale watery eyes and her tapering fingers; Charlotte just as before, silent, beautiful and precious.

There was again a tea-party at Cow Farm, and on this occasion Jeremy was asked to show Hamlet.

But Hamlet behaved badly, trying to jump upon Charlotte's white frock and soil her blue ribbons.

Charlotte screamed exactly as a doll screams when you press it in the stomach, and Hamlet was so deeply astonished at the unexpected noise that he stopped his bad behaviour, sat on his hind legs, and gazed up at her with an anxious wondering expression.

In spite of this unfortunate incident, the visit went off well, and Mrs. Cole said that she had never seen anything so lovely as Charlotte, and Mrs. Le Page said, “No, had anyone ever?

” and Charlotte never turned a hair.

The final arrangement was that there should be a picnic and soon, because “Mr. Le Page has to return to Warwickshire to look after the Estate--so tiresome, but I've no doubt it's all going to wrack and ruin without him.

” After the picnic had been arranged the Coles were, frankly, a little uneasy.

The family of Le Page was not the easiest in the world to entertain, and the thought of a whole day with Mr. Le Page, who was a very black, very silent gentleman and looked as though he were always counting sums over in his head, was truly alarming.

Moreover, in the ordinary way, a picnic, which depended so entirely for its success on the weather, was no great risk, because the Coles were indifferent to rain, as all true Glebeshire people must be.

But that the Le Pages should be wet was quite another affair; the thought of a dripping Mrs. Le Page was intolerable, but of a dripping Charlotte quite impossible;

moreover, the plain but excellent food--pasties, saffron cake, apples and ginger beer--enjoyed by the Coles seemed quite too terrestrial for the Le Pages.

Mrs. Le Page and ginger beer!

Charlotte and pasties!...

nevertheless, the invitation had been given and accepted.

The Coles could but anxiously inspect the sky...

II

There was another reason why Jeremy looked forward to the picnic with impatience.

A funny old lady, named Miss Henhouse, who lived near Cow Farm in a little cottage all by herself, called sometimes upon the Coles and told them stories about the people and the place, which made them “sit up in their chairs.

” She was an old lady with sharp eyes, a black moustache and a double chin, wore an old shabby bonnet, grey mittens and large shoes which banged after her as she walked.

She leant on a cane with a silver knob to it, and she wore a huge cameo brooch on her breast with a miniature of herself inside it.

She was what is called in novels “a character.

” There was no one who knew so much about Rafiel and its neighbourhood; she had lived here for ever, her father had been a friend of Wellington's and had known members of the local Press Gang intimately.

It was from her that Jeremy heard, in detail, the famous story of the Scarlet Admiral.

It was, of course, in any case, a well-known story, and Jeremy had often heard it before, but Miss Henhouse made it a new, a most vivid and realistic thing.

She sat forward in her chair, leaning on her silver-headed cane, her eyes staring in front of her, her two chins bobbing, gazing, gazing as though it all had happened before her very nose.

How one night outside Rafiel Cove there was a terrible storm, and on the morning afterwards a wonderful, smiling calm, and how the village idiot, out for his early morning stroll, saw a splendid ship riding beyond the Cove, a ship of gold with sails of silk and jewelled masts.

As he watched, from the ship a boat pushed out, and then landed on the sand of the Cove a wonderful company in cocked hats of gold lace, plush breeches of red, and shoes with diamond buckles.

The leader of them was a little man with a vast cocked hat and a splendid sword all studded with jewels.

The fool, peering over the hedge, saw him give orders to his men, and then walk, alone, up the little winding path, to the cliff-top.

Straight up the path he came, then right past the fool himself, standing at last upon the turnip field of Farmer Ede, one of the greatest of the farmers of those parts.

And here he waited, staring out to sea, his arms crossed, his eyes very fierce and very, very sad.

Then a second time from the golden ship a boat pushed out, cutting its way through the glassy sea--and there landed on the beach a young man, very beautiful, in a suit of blue and gold, and he, without a glance at the waiting sailors, also slowly climbed the sea-path, and at last he too reached Farmer Ede's turnip field.

Then he and the Scarlet Admiral bowed to one another, very beautifully, very sadly, and very, very fiercely.

As the sun rose high in the sky, as the cows passed clumsily down the lane behind the field so the fool, with eyes staring and heart thumping, saw these two fight a duel to the death.

There could be no question, from the first, how it would end.

The beautiful young man in his fine blue suit and his white cambric shirt had despair upon his face.

He knew that his hour had come.

And the eyes of the Scarlet Admiral were ever sadder and ever fiercer.

Then, with a sudden move, a little turn of his agile body, the Scarlet Admiral had the young man through the breast.

The young man threw up his arms and cried; and as the Scarlet Admiral withdrew his sword, dripping with blood from his body, the young man fell backwards over the cliff into the sea.

Then the Scarlet Admiral wiped his sword on the grass and, slowly and sadly, walked down the cliff-path even as he had walked up.

He joined his men, they found their boat, pushed out to their ship, and even as they landed upon her she had disappeared.

A moment later the fool saw the parson of Rafiel Church coming round the corner for his morning bathe, and two minutes afterwards nothing human was to be seen save the naked limbs of the parson and his little bundle of black clothes lying neatly upon a stone.

Then the fool ran all the way home to his mother who was a widow, and sat and cried and cried for the beautiful young man who had been slain, nor would he eat, nor taste the excellent Rafiel beer, and he pined away, and at last he died, first telling this history to his mother, who, like all widows, was a garulous woman and loved a good story...

Impossible to imagine with what life and fire old Miss Henhouse gave this history.

You could see with your own eyes the golden ship, the diamond buckles of the Scarlet Admiral, the young man's sad eyes, the parson's black clothes.

When she had finished it seemed to Jeremy that it must have been just so.

She told him that now on a summer morning or evening the Scarlet Admiral might still be seen, climbing the cliff-path, wiping his sword upon the grass, gazing out with sad eyes to sea.

Jeremy swore to himself that on the next occasion of visiting the Cove he would watch...

he would watch-but to no single human being would he speak anything of this.

This was the second reason why he had looked forward so eagerly to the sea-picnic.

III

The day arrived, and it was marvellously fine--one of those days in August when heat possesses the world and holds it tranced and still, but has in the very strength of its possession some scent of the decay and chill of autumn that is to follow so close upon its heels.

There was no breeze, no wind from the sea, only a sky utterly without cloud and a world without sound.

Punctually at eleven of the morning the splendid Le Page equipage arrived at Cow Farm.

Splendid it was!

A large wagonette, with a stout supercilious fellow on the box who sniffed at the healthy odours of the farm and stared haughtily at Mrs. Monk as though she should be ashamed to be alive.

The Coles had provided a small plump “jingle” with a small plump pony, their regular conveyance; the pony was Bob, and he would not go up hills unless persuaded with sugar, but Jeremy loved him and would not have ridden behind any other steed in the whole world.

How contemptuously the big black horses of the wagonette gazed down their nostrils at Bob, and how superbly Mrs. Le Page, sitting very upright under her white sunshade, greeted Mrs. Cole!

“Dear Mrs. Cole.

Such a hot morning, isn't it?

Lovely, of course, but so hot.

” “I'm afraid,” Jeremy heard his mother say, “that your carriage will never get down the Rafiel Lane, Mrs. Le Page.

We hoped you'd come in the dog-cart.

Plenty of room...

” Superb to witness the fashion in which Mrs. Le Page gazed at the dog-cart.

“For all of us?...

Dear Mrs. Cole, I scarcely think--And Charlotte's frock...

” Then Jeremy turned his eyes to Charlotte.

She sat under a miniature sunshade of white silk and lace, a vision of loveliness.

She was a shimmer of white, a little white cloud that had settled for a moment upon the seat of the carriage to allow the sun to dance upon it, to caress it with fingers of fire, so to separate it from the rest of the world for ever as something too precious to be touched.

Jeremy had never seen anything so lovely.

He blushed and scraped his boots the one against the other.

“And this is Jeremy?

” said Mrs. Le Page as though she said: “And this is where you keep your little pigs, Mr. Monk?

” “Yes,” said Jeremy, blushing.

“Charlotte, you know Jeremy.

You must be friends.

” “Yes,” said Charlotte, without moving.

Then Jeremy tumbled into the stern gaze of Mr. Le Page who, arrayed as he was in a very smart suit of the whitest flannels, looked with his black beard and fierce black eyebrows like a pirate king disguised.

“How are you?

” said Mr. Le Page in a deep bass voice.

“Very well, thank you,” said Jeremy.

To tell the truth, Mrs. Cole's heart sadly misgave her when she saw the Le Page family all sitting up so new and so bright in their new and bright carriage.

She thought of the simple preparations that had been made--the pasties, the saffron buns and the ginger beer; she looked around her at the very plain but useful garments worn by her family, her husband in faded grey flannel trousers and a cricketing shirt, Helen and Mary in the simplest blue cotton, and Jeremy in his two-year-old sailor suit.

She had intended to bring their bathing things in a bundle, but now she put them aside.

It was obvious that the Le Pages had no intention of bathing.

She sighed and foresaw a difficult day ahead of her.

It was evident that the Le Pages did not intend to come one step farther into Cow Farm than was necessary.

“Dear Mrs. Cole, on a hot day--how can you endure the smells of a farm...

such a charming farm, too, with all its cows and pigs, but in this weather...

Charlotte darling, you don't feel the heat?

No?

Hold your sun-shade a little more to the right, love.

That's right.

She was not quite the thing last night, Mrs. Cole.

I had some doubts about bringing her, but I knew you'd all be so disappointed.

She's looking rather lovely to-day, don't you think?

You must forgive a mother's partiality...

Oh, you're not bringing that little dog, are you?

Surely--” Jeremy, who had from the first hated Mrs. Le Page, forgot his shyness and brought out fiercely: “Of course he's coming.

Hamlet always goes everywhere with us.

” “Hamlet!

” said Mr. Le Page in his deep bass voice.

“What a strange name for a dog!

” said Mrs. Le Page in tones of vague distrust.

At last it was settled that one member of the Cole party should ride with the Le Pages, and Mary was selected.

Poor Mary!

inevitably chosen when something unpleasant must be done.

To-day it was especially hard for her, because she entertained so implacable a hatred for the lovely Charlotte and looked, it must be confessed, so plain and shabby by the side of her.

Indeed, to any observer with a heart it must have been touching to see Mary driven away in that magnificent black carriage, staring with agonised hostility in front of her through her large spectacles, compelled to balance herself exactly between the magnificent sunshade of Mrs. Le Page and the smaller but also magnificent sunshade of the lovely Charlotte.

Mrs. Cole, glancing in that direction, may have felt with a pang that she would never be able to make her children handsome and gay as she would like to do--but it was certainly a pang of only a moment's duration.

She would not have exchanged her Mary for a wagon-load of Charlottes.

And Jeremy, bumping along in the jingle, also felt the contrast.

Why could not Mary wear her straw hat straight, and why must she have elastic under her chin?

Why did she look so cross and so stupid?

Why did she bother him so with her worries?

Charlotte would never worry him.

She would just sit there, looking beautiful, with her golden hair, and blue eyes and pink cheeks.

Next week was to be Miss Jones's birthday, and in preparation for this he had bought for her in Polchester a silver thimble.

He wondered whether he would not give Charlotte this thimble instead of Miss Jones.

He could give Miss Jones some old thing he would find somewhere, or he would go out and pick for her some flowers.

She would be pleased with anything.

He wondered what Charlotte would say when he gave her the thimble.

She would like it, of course.

She would smile.

She would open her eyes and look at him.

Fortunately he had the thimble even now in his pocket.

He had bought it when he was wearing this same suit.

Yes, he would give it to her.

As he decided this he looked at Miss Jones guiltily, but she was making such odd faces as she squinted to escape from the sun that he did not feel ashamed.

They came to that steep hill just beyond Garth woods, and Bob, of course, refused to move.

The superb Le Page affair dashed past them, shouted something at them, and disappeared over the brow of the hill.

The last thing to be seen of them were the fierce despairing eyes of the imprisoned Mary.

A strange sensation of relief instantly settled upon the Coles.

For a moment they were alone; they began slowly to walk up the hill, dragging with them the reluctant Bob.

About them was peace, absolute and unstained.

The hard glitter of the day shone upon the white road, but behind them the wood was dark and cool, a green cloud against the sky.

Behind the steep hedges the harvesters were moving.

In the air a lark was singing, and along the ditch at the road side a tiny stream tumbled.

And beyond these sounds there was a vast tranquil silence.

The Coles moved up the hill very slowly, only Hamlet racing ahead to find spots of shadow where he might lie down and pant.

They would not confess to themselves that this promised to be the happiest moment of their day.

They went bravely forward.

On the bend of the hill the Le Pages were waiting for them.

What Mrs. Cole had foreseen had in truth occurred.

The Le Page carriage would not go down the Rafiel Lane.

No, it would, not...

Nothing would induce it to.

“James,” said Mrs. Le Page to her stout and disdainful attendant.

“Nothing, ma'am,” said James.

“Dear me, dear me,” said Mrs. Le Page.

“Well then, we must walk,” said the deep despairing voice of the Pirate King.

And walk they did.

That walk was, as Mrs. Cole afterwards said, “a pity,” because it destroyed the Le Page tempers when the day was scarcely begun.

Mr. Le Page was, it was quickly descried, not intended for walking.

Strong and fierce though he seemed, heat instantly crumpled him up.

The perfect crease of his white trousers vanished, his collar was no longer spotless, little beads of perspiration appeared almost at once on his forehead, and his black beard dripped moisture.

Mrs. Le Page, with her skirts raised, walked as though she were passing through the Valley of Destruction; every step was a risk and a danger, and the difficulty of holding her skirts and her sunshade at the same time, and of seeing that her shoes were not soiled and her hat not caught by an offending bough gave her face an expression of desperate despair.

There was, unfortunately, one spot very deep down in the lane where the ground was never dry even in the height of the hottest summer.

A little stream ran here across the path, and the ground on either side was soft and sodden.

Mrs. Le Page, struggling to avoid an overhanging branch, stepped into the mud; one foot stuck there, and it needed Mr. Cole's strong arm to pull her out of it.

“Charlotte!

Charlotte!

” she cried.

“Don't let Charlotte step into that!

Mr. Cole!

Mr. Cole!

I charge you--my child!

” Charlotte was conveyed across, but the damage was done.

One of Mrs. Le Page's beautiful shoes was thick with mud.

When, therefore, the party, climbing out of the Lane, came suddenly upon the path leading down to the Cove, with the sea, like a blue cloud in front of them, no one exclaimed at the view.

It was a very beautiful view--one of the finest of its kind in the United Kingdom, the high rocks closing in the Cove and the green hills closing in the rocks.

On the hill to the right was the Rafiel Old Church, with its graveyard that ran to the very edge of the cliff, and behind the Cove was a stream and a green orchard and a little wood.

The sand of the Cove was bright gold, and the low rocks to either side of it were a dark red--the handsomest place in the world, with the water so clear that you could see down, far down, into green caverns laced with silver sand.

Unfortunately, at the moment when the Coles and their friends beheld it, it was blazing in the sun; soon the sun would pass and, during the whole afternoon, half of it at least would lie in shadow, but the Le Pages could not be expected to think of that.

The basket was unloaded from the jingle and carried down to the beach by Mr. Cole and Jim.

Jeremy, finding himself at the side of the lovely Charlotte, was convulsed with shyness, the more that he knew that the unhappy Mary was listening with jealous ears.

Charlotte, walking like Agag, “delicately,” had a piteous expression in her eyes as though she were being led to the torture.

Jeremy coughed and began: “We always come here every year.

Don't you like it?

” “Yes,” she said miserably.

“And we paddle and bathe.

Do you like bathing?

” “Going into the sea?

” “Yes.

” “Oh, no!

Mother says I mustn't, because it'll hurt my hair.

Do you like my hair?

” “Yes,” said Jeremy, blushing at so direct an invitation to compliment.

“Mother says I've got to be very careful of my hair because it's my chief beauty.

” “Yes,” said Jeremy.

“I have a maid, Alice, and she brushes a whole hour every morning and a whole hour every evening.

” “Don't you get very tired?

” asked Jeremy.

“I know I should.

” “Mother says if you have such beautiful hair you must take trouble with it,” Charlotte gravely replied.

Her voice was so like the voice of a parrot that Jeremy's grandmother had once possessed that it didn't seem as though a human being was speaking at all.

They were near the beach now and could see the blue slipping in, turning into white bubbles, then slipping out again.

“Do you like my frock?

” said Charlotte.

“Yes,” said Jeremy.

“It was bought in London.

All my clothes are bought in London.

” “Mary's and Helen's aren't,” said Jeremy with some faint idea of protecting his sisters.

“They're bought in Polchester.

” “Mother says,” said Charlotte, “that if you're not pretty it doesn't matter where you buy your clothes.

” They arrived on the beach and stared about them.

It became at once a great question as to where Mrs. Le Page would sit.

She could not sit on the sand which looked damp, nor equally, of course, on a rock that was spiky and hard.

What to do with her?

She stood in the middle of the beach, still holding up her skirts, gazing desperately about her, looking first at one spot and then at another.

“Oh, dear, the heat!

” she exclaimed.

“Is there no shade anywhere?

Perhaps in that farm-house over there...

” It was probable enough that no member of the Cole family would have minded banishing Mrs. Le Page into the farmhouse, but it would have meant that the whole party must accompany her.

That was impossible.

They had come for a picnic and a picnic they would have.

Mrs. Cole watched, with growing agitation, the whole situation.

She saw from her husband's face that he was rapidly losing his temper, and she had learnt, after many experiences, that when he lost his temper he was capable of anything.

That does not mean, of course, that he ever was angry to the extent of swearing or striking out with his fists--no, he simply grew sadder, and sadder, and sadder, and this melancholy had a way of reducing to despair all the people with whom he happened to be at the time.

“What does everyone say to our having lunch now?

” cried Mrs. Cole cheerfully.

“It's after one, and I'm sure everyone's hungry.

” No one said anything, so preparations were begun.

A minute piece of shade was found for Mrs. Le Page, and here she sat on a flat piece of rock with her skirts drawn close about her as though she were afraid of rats or crabs.

A tablecloth was laid on the sand and the provisions spread out--pasties for everybody, egg-sandwiches, seed-cake, and jam-puffs--and ginger beer.

It looked a fine feast when it was all there, and Mrs. Cole, as she gave the final touch to it by placing a drinking glass containing two red rose-buds in the middle, felt proud of her efforts and hoped that after all the affair might pass off bravely.

But alas, how easily the proudest plans fall to the ground.

“I hope, Alice, you haven't forgotten the salt!

” Instantly Mrs. Cole knew that she had forgotten it.

She could see herself standing there in Mrs. Monk's kitchen forgetting it.

How could she?

And Mrs. Monk, how could SHE?

It had never been forgotten before.

“Oh, no,” she said wildly.

“Oh, no!

I'm sure I can't have forgotten it.

” She plunged about, her red face all creased with anxiety, her hat on one side, her hands searching everywhere, under the tablecloth, in the basket, amongst the knives and forks.

“Jim, you haven't dropped anything?

” “No, mum.

Beggin' your pardon, mum, the basket was closed, so to speak--closed it was.

” No, she knew that she had forgotten it.

“I'm so sorry, Mrs. Le Page, I'm afraid--” “My dear Mrs. Cole!

What does it matter?

Not in the least, I assure you.

In this heat it's impossible to feel hungry, isn't it?

I assure you I don't feel as though I could touch a thing.

A little fruit, perhaps--an apple or a peach--” Fruit?

Why hadn't Mrs. Cole brought fruit?

She might so easily have done so, and she had never thought about it.

They themselves were rather tired of fruit, and so-- “I'm afraid we've no fruit, but an egg-sandwich--” “Eggs need salt, don't you think?

Not that it matters in the very least, but so that you shouldn't think me fussy.

Really, dear Mrs. Cole, I never felt less hungry in my life.

Just a drop of milk and I'm perfectly satisfied.

” “Jeremy shall run up to the farm for the milk.

You don't mind, Jeremy dear, do you?

It's only a step.

Just take this sixpence, dear, and say we'll send the jug back this afternoon if they'll spare one.

” Jeremy did mind.

He was enjoying his luncheon, and he was gazing at Charlotte, and he was teasing Hamlet with scraps--he was very happy.

Nevertheless, he started off.

So soon as he left the sands the noise of the sea was shut off from him, and he was climbing the little green path up which the Scarlet Admiral had once stalked.

Suddenly he remembered--in his excitement about Charlotte he had forgotten the Admiral.

He stood for a moment, listening.

The green hedge shut off the noise of the sea--only above his head some birds were twittering.