Tudor and Stuart Love Songs — George Gascoigne
A STRANGE PASSION OF A LOVER.
Amid my bale I bathe in bliss, I swim in Heaven, I sink in hell: I find amends for every miss, And yet my moan no tongue can tell.
I live and love (what would you more?
) As never lover lived before.
I laugh sometimes with little lust, So jest I oft and feel no joy;
Mine eye is builded all on trust, And yet mistrust breeds mine annoy.
I live and lack, I lack and have;
I have and miss the thing I crave.
* * * * * Then like the lark that passed the night In heavy sleep with cares oppressed;
Yet when she spies the pleasant light, She sends sweet notes from out her breast;
So sing I now because I think How joys approach when sorrows shrink.
And as fair Philomene again Can watch and sing when others sleep;
And taketh pleasure in her pain, To wray the woe that makes her weep;
So sing I now for to bewray The loathsome life I lead alway.
The which to thee, dear wench, I write, Thou know'st my mirth but not my moan;
I pray God grant thee deep delight, To live in joys when I am gone.
I cannot live; it will not be: I die to think to part from thee.
George Gascoigne.