Lady of the Aroostook — XXIII
XXIII.
When Lydia came to breakfast she found her uncle alone in the room, reading Galignani's Messenger.
He put down his paper, and came forward to take her hand.
“You are all right this morning, I see, Miss Lydia,” he said.
“You were quite up a stump, last night, as your countrymen say.
” At the same time hands were laid upon her shoulders from behind, and she was pulled half round, and pushed back, and held at arm's-length.
It was Mrs. Erwin, who, entering after her, first scanned her face, and then, with one devouring glance, seized every detail of her dress--the black silk which had already made its effect--before she kissed her.
“You _are_ lovely, my dear!
I shall spoil you, I know; but you're worth it!
What lashes you have, child!
And your aunt Maria made and fitted that dress?
She's a genius!
” “Miss Lydia,” said Mr. Erwin, as they sat down, “is of the fortunate age when one rises young every morning.
” He looked very fresh himself in his clean-shaven chin, and his striking evidence of snowy wristbands and shirt-bosom.
“Later in life, you can't do that.
She looks as blooming,” he added, gallantly, “as a basket of chips,--as you say in America.
” “Smiling,” said Lydia, mechanically correcting him.
“Ah!
It is?
Smiling,--yes; thanks.
It's very good either way; very characteristic.
It would be curious to know the origin of a saying like that.
I imagine it goes back to the days of the first settlers.
It suggests a wood-chopping period.
Is it--ah--in general use?
” he inquired.
“Of course it isn't, Henshaw!
” said his wife.
“You've been a great while out of the country, my dear,” suggested Mr. Erwin.
“Not so long as not to know that your Americanisms are enough to make one wish we had held our tongues ever since we were discovered, or had never been discovered at all.
I want to ask Lydia about her voyage.
I
haven't heard a word yet.
Did your aunt Maria come down to Boston with you?
” “No, grandfather brought me.
” “And you had good weather coming over?
Mr. Erwin told me you were not seasick.
” “We had one bad storm, before we reached Gibraltar; but I wasn't seasick.
” “Were the other passengers?
” “One was.
” Lydia reddened a little, and then turned somewhat paler than at first.
“What is it, Lydia?
” her aunt subtly demanded.
“Who was the one that was sick?
” “Oh, a gentleman,” answered Lydia.
Her aunt looked at her keenly, and for whatever reason abruptly left the subject.
“Your silk,” she said, “will do very well for church, Lydia.
” “Oh, I say, now!
” cried her husband, “you're not going to make her go to church to-day!
” “Yes, I am!
There will be more people there to-day than any other time this fall.
She must go.
” “But she's tired to death,--quite tuckered, you know.
” “Oh, I'm rested, now,” said Lydia.
“I shouldn't like to miss going to church.
” “Your silk,” continued her aunt, “will be quite the thing for church.
” She looked hard at the dress, as if it were not quite the thing for breakfast.
Mrs. Erwin herself wore a morning-dress of becoming delicacy, and an airy French cap; she had a light fall of powder on her face.
“What kind of overthing have you got?
” she asked.
“There's a sack goes with this,” said the girl, suggestively.
“That's nice!
What is your bonnet?
” “I haven't any bonnet.
But my best hat is nice.
I could--” “_No_ one goes to church in a hat!
You can't do it.
It's simply impossible.
” “Why, my dear,” said her husband, “I saw some very pretty American girls in hats at church, last Sunday.
” “Yes, and everybody _knew_ they were Americans by their hats!
” retorted Mrs. Erwin.
“_I_ knew they were Americans by their good looks,” said Mr. Erwin, “and what you call their stylishness.
” “Oh, it's all well enough for you to talk.
_You're_ an Englishman, and you could wear a hat, if you liked.
It would be set down to character.
But in an American it would be set down to greenness.
If you were an American, you would have to wear a bonnet.
” “I'm glad, then, I'm not an American,” said her husband; “I don't think I should look well in a bonnet.
” “Oh, stuff, Henshaw!
You know what I mean.
And I'm not going to have English people thinking we're ignorant of the common decencies of life.
Lydia shall not go to church in a hat; she had better _never_ go.
I will lend her one of my bonnets.
Let me see, _which_ one.
” She gazed at Lydia in critical abstraction.
“I wear rather young bonnets,” she mused aloud, “and we're both rather dark.
The only difficulty is I'm so much more delicate--” She brooded upon the question in a silence, from which she burst exulting.
“The very thing!
I can fuss it up in no time.
It won't take two minutes to get it ready.
And you'll look just killing in it.
” She turned grave again.
“Henshaw,” she said, “I _wish_ you would go to church this morning!
” “I would do almost anything for you, Josephine; but really, you know, you oughtn't to ask that.
I was there last Sunday; I can't go every Sunday.
It's bad enough in England; a man ought to have some relief on the Continent.
” “Well, well.
I suppose I oughtn't to ask you,” sighed his wife, “especially as you're going with us to-night.
” “I'll go to-night, with pleasure,” said Mr. Erwin.
He rose when his wife and Lydia left the table, and opened the door for them with a certain courtesy he had; it struck even Lydia's uneducated sense as something peculiarly sweet and fine, and it did not overawe her own simplicity, but seemed of kind with it.
The bonnet, when put to proof, did not turn out to be all that it was vaunted.
It looked a little odd, from the first; and Mrs. Erwin, when she was herself dressed, ended by taking it off, and putting on Lydia the hat previously condemned.
“You're divine in that,” she said.
“And after all, you are a traveler, and I can say that some of your things were spoiled coming over,--people always get things ruined in a sea voyage,--and they'll think it was your bonnet.
” “I kept my things very nicely, aunt Josephine,” said Lydia conscientiously.
“I don't believe anything was hurt.
” “Oh, well, you can't tell till you've unpacked; and we're not responsible for what people happen to think, you know.
Wait!
” her aunt suddenly cried.
She pulled open a drawer, and snatched two ribbons from it, which she pinned to the sides of Lydia's hat, and tied in a bow under her chin; she caught out a lace veil, and drew that over the front of the hat, and let it hang in a loose knot behind.
“Now,” she said, pushing her up to a mirror, that she might see, “it's a bonnet; and I needn't say _any_thing!
” They went in Mrs. Erwin's gondola to the palace in which the English service was held, and Lydia was silent, as she looked shyly, almost fearfully, round on the visionary splendors of Venice.
Mrs. Erwin did not like to be still.
“What are you thinking of, Lydia?
” she asked.
“Oh!
I suppose I was thinking that the leaves were beginning to turn in the sugar orchard,” answered Lydia faithfully.
“I was thinking how still the sun would be in the pastures, there, this morning.
I suppose the stillness here put me in mind of it.
One of these bells has the same tone as our bell at home.
” “Yes,” said Mrs. Erwin.
“Everybody finds a familiar bell in Venice.
There are enough of them, goodness knows.
I don't see why you call it still, with all this clashing and banging.
I suppose this seems very odd to you, Lydia,” she continued, indicating the general Venetian effect.
“It's an old story to me, though.
The great beauty of Venice is that you get more for your money here than you can anywhere else in the world.
There isn't much society, however, and you mustn't expect to be very gay.
” “I have never been gay,” said Lydia.
“Well, that's no reason you shouldn't be,” returned her aunt.
“If you were in Florence, or Rome, or even Naples, you could have a good time.
There!
I'm glad your uncle didn't hear me say that!
” “What?
” asked Lydia.
“Good time; that's an Americanism.
” “Is it?
” “Yes.
He's perfectly delighted when he catches me in one.
I try to break myself of them, but I don't always know them myself.
Sometimes I feel almost like never talking at all.
But you can't do that, you know.
” “No,” assented Lydia.
“And you have to talk Americanisms if you're an American.
You mustn't think your uncle isn't obliging, Lydia.
He is.
I oughtn't to have asked him to go to church,--it bores him so much.
I used to feel terribly about it once, when we were first married.
But things have changed very much of late years, especially with all this scientific talk.
In England it's quite different from what it used to be.
Some of the best people in society are skeptics now, and that makes it quite another thing.
” Lydia looked grave, but she said nothing, and her aunt added, “I wouldn't have asked him, but I had a little headache, myself.
” “Aunt Josephine,” said Lydia, “I'm afraid you're doing too much for me.
Why didn't you let me come alone?
” “Come alone?
To church!
” Mrs. Erwin addressed her in a sort of whispered shriek.
“It would have been perfectly scandalous.
” “To go to church alone?
” demanded Lydia, astounded.
“Yes.
A young girl mustn't go _any_where alone.
” “Why?
” “I'll explain to you, sometime, Lydia; or rather, you'll learn for yourself.
In Italy it's very different from what it is in America.
” Mrs. Erwin suddenly started up and bowed with great impressiveness, as a gondola swept towards them.
The gondoliers wore shirts of blue silk, and long crimson sashes.
On the cushions of the boat, beside a hideous little man who was sucking the top of an ivory-handled stick, reclined a beautiful woman, pale, with purplish rings round the large black eyes with which, faintly smiling, she acknowledged Mrs. Erwin's salutation, and then stared at Lydia.
“Oh, you may look, and you may look, and you may look!
” cried Mrs. Erwin, under her breath.
“You've met more than your match at last!
The Countess Tatocka,” she explained to Lydia.
“That was her palace we passed just now,--the one with the iron balconies.
Did you notice the gentleman with her?
She always takes to those monsters.
He's a Neapolitan painter, and ever so talented,--clever, that is.
He's dead in love with her, they say.
” “Are they engaged?
” asked Lydia.
“Engaged!
” exclaimed Mrs. Erwin, with her shriek in dumb show.
“Why, child, she's married!
” “To _him_?
” demanded the girl, with a recoil.
“No!
To her husband.
” “To her husband?
” gasped Lydia.
“And she--” “Why, she isn't quite well seen, even in Venice,” Mrs. Erwin explained.
“But she's rich, and her _conversazioni_ are perfectly brilliant.
She's very artistic, and she writes poetry,--Polish poetry.
I _wish_ she could hear you sing, Lydia!
I know she'll be frantic to see you again.
But I don't see how it's to be managed; her house isn't one you can take a young girl to.
And _I_ can't ask her: your uncle detests her.
” “Do you go to her house?
” Lydia inquired stiffly.
“Why, as a foreigner, _I_ can go.
Of course, Lydia, you can't be as particular about everything on the Continent as you are at home.
” The former oratory of the Palazzo Grinzelli, which served as the English chapel, was filled with travelers of both the English-speaking nationalities, as distinguishable by their dress as by their faces.
Lydia's aunt affected the English style, but some instinctive elegance betrayed her, and every Englishwoman there knew and hated her for an American, though she was a precisian in her liturgy, instant in all the responses and genuflexions.
She found opportunity in the course of the lesson to make Lydia notice every one, and she gave a telegrammic biography of each person she knew, with a criticism of the costume of all the strangers, managing so skillfully that by the time the sermon began she was able to yield the text a statuesquely close attention, and might have been carved in marble where she sat as a realistic conception of Worship.
The sermon came to an end; the ritual proceeded; the hymn, with the hemming and hawing of respectable inability, began, and Lydia lifted her voice with the rest.
Few of the people were in their own church; some turned and stared at her; the bonnets and the back hair of those who did not look were intent upon her; the long red neck of one elderly Englishman, restrained by decorum from turning his head toward her, perspired with curiosity.
Mrs. Erwin fidgeted, and dropped her eyes from the glances which fell to her for explanation of Lydia, and hurried away with her as soon as the services ended.
In the hall on the water-floor of the palace, where they were kept waiting for their gondola a while, she seemed to shrink even from the small, surly greetings with which people whose thoughts are on higher things permit themselves to recognize fellow-beings of their acquaintance in coming out of church.
But an old lady, who supported herself with a cane, pushed through the crowd to where they stood aloof, and, without speaking to Mrs. Erwin, put out her hand to Lydia; she had a strong, undaunted, plain face, in which was expressed the habit of doing what she liked.
“My dear,” she said, “how wonderfully you sing!
Where did you get that heavenly voice?
You are an American; I see that by your beauty.
You are Mrs. Erwin's niece, I suppose, whom she expected.
Will you come and sing to me?
You must bring her, Mrs. Erwin.
” She hobbled away without waiting for an answer, and Lydia and her aunt got into their gondola.
“_Oh_!
How glad I am!
” cried Mrs. Erwin, in a joyful flutter.
“She's the very tip-top of the English here; she has a whole palace, and you meet the very best people at her house.
I was afraid when you were singing, Lydia, that they would think your voice was too good to be good form,--that's an expression you must get; it means everything,--it sounded almost professional.
I wanted to nudge you to sing a little lower, or different, or something; but I couldn't, everybody was looking so.
No matter.
It's all right now.
If _she_ liked it, nobody else will dare to breathe.
You can see that she has taken a fancy to you; she'll make a great pet of you.
” “Who is she?
” asked Lydia, bluntly.
“Lady Fenleigh.
Such a character,--so eccentric!
But really, I suppose, very hard to live with.
It must have been quite a release for poor Sir Fenleigh.
” “She didn't seem in mourning,” said Lydia.
“Has he been dead long?
” “Why, he isn't dead at all!
He is what you call a grass-widower.
The best soul in the world, everybody says, and very, very fond of her; but she couldn't stand it; he was _too_ good, don't you understand?
They've lived apart a great many years.
She's lived a great deal in Asia Minor,--somewhere.
She likes Venice; but of course there's no telling how long she may stay.
She has another house in Florence, all ready to go and be lived in at a day's notice.
I wish I had presented you!
It did go through my head; but it didn't seem as if I _could_ get the Blood out.
It _is_ a fearful name, Lydia; I always felt it so when I was a girl, and I was _so_ glad to marry out of it; and it sounds so terribly American.
I think you must take your mother's name, my dear.
Latham is rather flattish, but it's worlds better than Blood.
” “I am not ashamed of my father's name,” said Lydia.
“But you'll have to change it some day, at any rate,--when you get married.
” Lydia turned away.
“I will be called Blood till then.
If Lady Fenleigh--” “Yes, my dear,” promptly interrupted her aunt, “I know that sort of independence.
I used to have whole Declarations of it.
But you'll get over that, in Europe.
There was a time--just after the war--when the English quite liked our sticking up for ourselves; but that's past now.
They like us to be outlandish, but they don't like us to be independent.
How did you like the sermon?
Didn't you think we had a nicely-dressed congregation?
” “I thought the sermon was very short,” answered Lydia.
“Well, that's the English way, and I like it.
If you get in all the service, you _must_ make the sermon short.
” Lydia did not say anything for a little while.
Then she asked, “Is the service the same at the evening meeting?
” “Evening meeting?
” repeated Mrs. Erwin.
“Yes,--the church to-night.
” “Why, child, there isn't any church to-night!
What _are_ you talking about?
” “Didn't uncle--didn't Mr. Erwin say he would go with us to-night?
” Mrs. Erwin seemed about to laugh, and then she looked embarrassed.
“Why, Lydia,” she cried at last, “he didn't mean church; he meant--opera!
” “Opera!
Sunday night!
Aunt Josephine, do you go to the theatre on Sabbath evening?
” There was something appalling in the girl's stern voice.
Mrs. Erwin gathered herself tremulously together for defense.
“Why, of course, Lydia, I don't approve of it, though I never _was_ Orthodox.
Your uncle likes to go; and if everybody's there that you want to see, and they will give the best operas Sunday night, what are you to do?
” Lydia said nothing, but a hard look came into her face, and she shut her lips tight.
“Now you see, Lydia,” resumed her aunt, with an air of deductive reasoning from the premises, “the advantage of having a bonnet on, even if it's only a make-believe.
I don't believe a soul knew it.
All those Americans had hats.
You were the only American girl there with a bonnet.
I'm sure that it had more than half to do with Lady Fenleigh's speaking to you.
It showed that you had been well brought up.
” “But I never wore a bonnet to church at home,” said Lydia.
“That has nothing to do with it, if they thought you did.
And Lydia,” she continued, “I was thinking while you were singing there that I wouldn't say anything at once about your coming over to cultivate your voice.
That's got to be such an American thing, now.
I'll let it out little by little,--and after Lady Fenleigh's quite taken you under her wing.
Perhaps we may go to Milan with you, or to Naples,--there's a conservatory there, too; and we can pull up stakes as easily as not.
Well!
” said Mrs. Erwin, interrupting herself, “I'm glad Henshaw wasn't by to hear _that_ speech.
He'd have had it down among his Americanisms instantly.
I don't know whether it _is_ an Americanism; but he puts down all the outlandish sayings he gets hold of to Americans; he has no end of English slang in his book.
Everything has opened _beautifully_, Lydia, and I intend you shall have the _best_ time!
” She looked fondly at her brother's child.
“You've no idea how much you remind me of your poor father.
You have his looks exactly.
I always thought he would come out to Europe before he died.
We used to be so proud of his looks at home!
I can remember that, though I was the youngest, and he was ten years older than I. But I always did worship beauty.
A perfect Greek, Mr. Rose-Black calls me: you'll see him; he's an English painter staying here; he comes a _great_ deal.
