Hypatia — Ch 29: Nemesis, pt 1 (2400 words)
And was the Amal’s news true, then?
Philammon saw Raphael rush across the street into the Museum gardens.
His last words had been a command to stay where he was; and the boy obeyed him.
The black porter who let Raphael out told him somewhat insolently, that his mistress would see no one, and receive no messages: but he had made up his mind: complained of the sun, quietly ensconced himself behind a buttress, and sat coiled up on the pavement, ready for a desperate spring.
The slave stared at him: but he was accustomed to the vagaries of philosophers; and thanking the gods that he was not born in that station of life, retired to his porter’s cell, and forgot the whole matter.
There Philammon awaited a full half-hour.
It seemed to him hours, days, years.
And yet Raphael did not return: and yet no guards appeared.
Was the strange Jew a traitor?
Impossible!
--his face had shown a desperate earnestness of terror as intense as Philammon’s own....
Yet why did he not return?
Perhaps he had found out that the streets were clear; their mutual fears groundless....
What meant that black knot of men some two hundred yards off, hanging about the mouth of the side street, just opposite the door which led to her lecture-room?
He moved to watch them: they had vanished.
He lay down again and waited....
There they were again.
It was a suspicious post.
That street ran along the back of the Caesareum, a favourite haunt of monks, communicating by innumerable entries and back buildings with the great Church itself....
And yet, why should there not be a knot of monks there?
What more common in every street of Alexandria?
He tried to laugh away his own fears.
And yet they ripened, by the very intensity of thinking on them, into certainty.
He knew that something terrible was at hand.
More than once he looked out from his hiding-place--the knot of men were still there;....
it seemed to have increased, to draw nearer.
If they found him, what would they not suspect?
What did he care?
He would die for her, if it came to that--not that it could come to that: but still he must speak to her--he must warn her.
Passenger after passenger, carriage after carriage passed along the street: student after student entered the lecture-room; but he never saw them, not though they passed him close.
The sun rose higher and higher, and turned his whole blaze upon the corner where Philammon crouched, till the pavement scorched like hot iron, and his eyes were dazzled by the blinding glare: but he never heeded it.
His whole heart, and sense, and sight, were riveted upon that well-known door, expecting it to open....
At last a curricle, glittering with silver, rattled round the corner and stopped opposite him.
She must becoming now.
The crowd had vanished.
Perhaps it was, after all, a fancy of his own.
No; there they were, peeping round the corner, close to the lecture-room--the hell-hounds!
A
slave brought out an embroidered cushion--and then Hypatia herself came forth, looking more glorious than ever; her lips set in a sad firm smile; her eyes uplifted, inquiring, eager, and yet gentle, dimmed by some great inward awe, as if her soul was far away aloft, and face to face with God.
In a moment he sprang up to her, caught her robe convulsively, threw himself on his knees before her-- ‘Stop!
Stay!
You are going to destruction!
’ Calmly she looked down upon him.
‘Accomplice of witches!
Would you make of Theon’s daughter a traitor like yourself?
’ He sprang up, stepped back, and stood stupefied with shame and despair....
She believed him guilty, then!....
It was the will of God!
The plumes of the horses were waving far down the street before he recovered himself, and rushed after her, shouting he knew not what.
It was too late!
A dark wave of men rushed from the ambuscade, surged up round the car....
swept forward....
she had disappeared!
and as Philammon followed breathless, the horses galloped past him madly homeward with the empty carriage.
Whither were they dragging her?
To the Caesareum, the Church of God Himself?
Impossible!
Why thither of all places of the earth?
Why did the mob, increasing momentarily by hundreds, pour down upon the beach, and return brandishing flints, shells, fragments of pottery?
She was upon the church steps before he caught them up, invisible among the crowd; but he could track her by the fragments of her dress.
Where were her gay pupils now?
Alas!
they had barricaded themselves shamefully in the Museum, at the first rush which swept her from the door of the lecture-room.
Cowards!
he would save her!
And he struggled in vain to pierce the dense mass of Parabolani and monks, who, mingled with the fishwives and dock-workers, leaped and yelled around their victim.
But what he could not do another and a weaker did--even the little porter.
Furiously--no one knew how or whence--he burst up as if from the ground in the thickest of the crowd, with knife, teeth, and nails, like a venomous wild-cat, tearing his way towards his idol.
Alas!
he was torn down himself, rolled over the steps, and lay there half dead in an agony of weeping, as Philammon sprang up past him into the church.
Yes.
On into the church itself!
Into the cool dim shadow, with its fretted pillars, and lowering domes, and candles, and incense, and blazing altar, and great pictures looking from the walls athwart the gorgeous gloom.
And right in front, above the altar, the colossal Christ watching unmoved from off the wall, His right hand raised to give a blessing--or a curse?
On, up the nave, fresh shreds of her dress strewing the holy pavement--up the chancel steps themselves--up to the altar--right underneath the great still Christ: and there even those hell-hounds paused.
She shook herself free from her tormentors, and springing back, rose for one moment to her full height, naked, snow-white against the dusky mass around--shame and indignation in those wide clear eyes, but not a stain of fear.
With one hand she clasped her golden locks around her; the other long white arm was stretched upward toward the great still Christ appealing--and who dare say in vain?
--from man to God.
Her lips were opened to speak: but the words that should have come from them reached God’s ear alone; for in an instant Peter struck her down, the dark mass closed over her again....
and then wail on wail, long, wild, ear-piercing, rang along the vaulted roofs, and thrilled like the trumpet of avenging angels through Philammon’s ears.
Crushed against a pillar, unable to move in the dense mass, he pressed his hands over his ears.
He could not shut out those shrieks!
When would they end?
What in the name of the God of mercy were they doing?
Tearing her piecemeal?
Yes, and worse than that.
And still the shrieks rang on, and still the great Christ looked down on Philammon with that calm, intolerable eye, and would not turn away.
And over His head was written in the rainbow, ‘I am the same, yesterday, to-day, and for ever!
’ The same as He was in Judea of old, Philammon?
Then what are these, and in whose temple?
And he covered his face with his hands, and longed to die.
It was over.
The shrieks had died away into moans; the moans to silence.
How long had he been there?
An hour, or an eternity?
Thank God it was over!
For her sake--but for theirs?
But they thought not of that as a new cry rose through the dome.
‘To the Cinaron!
Burn the bones to ashes!
Scatter them into the sea!
’ And the mob poured past him again....
He turned to flee: but, once outside the church, he sank exhausted, and lay upon the steps, watching with stupid horror the glaring of the fire, and the mob who leaped and yelled like demons round their Moloch sacrifice.
A hand grasped his arm; he looked up; it was the porter.
‘And this, young butcher, is the Catholic and apostolic Church?
’ ‘No!
Eudaimon, it is the church of the devils of hell!
’ And gathering himself up, he sat upon the steps and buried his head within his hands.
He would have given life itself for the power of weeping: but his eyes and brain were hot and dry as the desert.
Eudaimon looked at him a while.
The shock had sobered the poor fop for once.
‘I did what I could to die with her!
’ said he.
‘I did what I could to save her!
’ answered Philammon.
‘I know it.
Forgive the words which I just spoke.
Did we not both love her?
’ And the little wretch sat down by Philammon’s side, and as the blood dripped from his wounds upon the pavement, broke out into a bitter agony of human tears.
There are times when the very intensity of our misery is a boon, and kindly stuns us till we are unable to torture ourselves by thought.
And so it was with Philammon then.
He sat there, he knew not how long.
‘She is with the gods,’ said Eudaimon at last.
‘She is with the God of gods,’ answered Philammon: and they both were silent again.
Suddenly a commanding voice aroused them.
They looked up, and saw before them Raphael Aben-Ezra.
He was pale as death, but calm as death.
One look into his face told them that he knew all.
‘Young monk,’ he said, between his closed teeth, ‘you seem to have loved her?
’ Philammon looked up, but could not speak.
‘Then arise, and flee for your life into the farthest corner of the desert, ere the doom of Sodom and Gomorrha fall upon this accursed city.
Have you father, mother, brother, sister,--ay, cat, dog, or bird for which you care, within its walls?
’ Philammon started; for he recollected Pelagia....
That evening, so Cyril had promised, twenty trusty monks were to have gone with him to seize her.
‘You have?
Then take them with you, and escape, and remember Lot’s wife.
Eudaimon, come with me.
You must lead me to your house, to the lodging of Miriam the Jewess.
Do not deny!
I know that she is there.
For the sake of her who is gone I will hold you harmless, ay, reward you richly, if you prove faithful.
Rise!
’ Eudaimon, who knew Raphael’s face well, rose and led the way trembling;
and Philammon was left alone.
They never met again.
But Philammon knew that he had been in the presence of a stronger man than himself, and of one who hated even more bitterly than he himself that deed at which the very sun, it seemed, ought to have veiled his face.
And his words, ‘Arise, and flee for thy life,’ uttered as they were with the stern self-command and writhing lip of compressed agony, rang through his ears like the trump of doom.
Yes, he would flee.
He had gone forth to see the world, and he had seen it.
Arsenius was in the right after all.
Home to the desert!
But first he would go himself, alone, to Pelagia, and implore her once more to flee with him.
Beast, fool, that he had been to try to win her by force--by the help of such as these!
God’s kingdom was not a kingdom of fanatics yelling for a doctrine, but of willing, loving, obedient hearts.
If he could not win her heart, her will, he would go alone, and die praying for her.
He sprang from the steps of the Caesareum, and turned up the street of the Museum.
Alas!
it was one roaring sea of heads!
They were sacking Theon’s house--the house of so many memories!
Perhaps the poor old man too had perished!
Still--his sister!
He must save her and flee.
And he turned up a side street and tried to make his way onward.
Alas again!
the whole of the dock-quarter was up and out.
Every street poured its tide of furious fanatics into the main river; and ere he could reach Pelagia’s house the sun was set, and close behind him, echoed by ten thousand voices, was the cry of ‘Down with all heathens!
Root out all Arian Goths!
Down with idolatrous wantons!
Down with Pelagia Aphrodite!
’ He hurried down the alley, to the tower door, where Wulf had promised to meet him.
It was half open, and in the dusk he could see a figure standing in the doorway.
He sprang up the steps, and found, not Wulf, but Miriam.
‘Let me pass!
’ ‘Wherefore?
’ He made no answer, and tried to push past her.
‘Fool, fool, fool!
’ whispered the hag, holding the door against him with all her strength.
‘Where are your fellow-kidnappers?
Where are your band of monks?
’ Philammon started back.
How had she discovered his plan?
‘Ay--where are they?
Besotted boy!
Have you not seen enough of monkery this afternoon, that you must try still to make that poor girl even such a one as yourselves?
Ay, you may root out your own human natures if you will, and make yourselves devils in trying to become angels: but woman she is, and woman she shall live or die!
’ ‘Let me pass!
’ cried Philammon furiously.
‘Raise your voice--and I raise mine: and then your life is not worth a moment’s purchase.
Fool, do you think I speak as a Jewess?
I speak as a woman--as a nun!
I was a nun once, madman--the iron entered into my soul!
--God do so to me, and more also, if it ever enter into another soul while I can prevent it!
You shall not have her!
I will strangle her with my own hand first!
’ And turning from him, she darted up the winding stair.
