Poems of Passion — 18 - Wherefore?

WHEREFORE?

Wherefore in dreams are sorrows borne anew, A healed wound opened, or the past revived?

Last night in my deep sleep I dreamed of you;

Again the old love woke in me, and thrived On looks of fire, and kisses, and sweet words Like silver waters purling in a stream, Or like the amorous melodies of birds: A dream--a dream!

Again upon the glory of the scene There settled that dread shadow of the cross That, when hearts love too well, falls in between;

That warns them of impending woe and loss.

Again I saw you drifting from my life, As barques are rudely parted in a stream;

Again my heart was torn with awful strife: A dream--a dream!

Again the deep night settled on me there, Alone I groped, and heard strange waters roll, Lost in that blackness of supreme despair That comes but once to any living soul.

Alone, afraid, I called your name aloud-- Mine eyes, unveiled, beheld white stars agleam, And lo!

awake, I cried, "Thank God, thank God!

A dream--a dream!"