Ninth vibration and other stories — The Ninth Vibration Part 02

“Were such things here as we do speak about?

Or have we eaten of the insane root That takes the reason captive?

” Memory rushed over me like the sea over dry sands.

A girl--there had been a girl--we had stood with clasped hands to hear a strange music, but in spite of the spiritual intimacy of those moments I could not recall her face.

I saw it cloudy against a background of night and dream, the eyes remote as stars, and so it eluded me.

Only her presence and her words survived; “We meet in the Ninth Vibration.

All here is true.

” But the Ninth Vibration itself was dream-land.

I had never heard the phrase--I could not tell what was meant, nor whether my apprehension was true or false.

I knew only that the night had taken her and the dawn denied her, and that, dream or no dream, I stood there with a pang of loss that even now leaves me wordless.

A bird sang outside in the acacias, clear and shrill for day, and this awakened my senses and lowered me to the plane where I became aware of cold and hunger, and was chilled with dew.

I passed down the tumbled steps that had been a stately ascent the night before and made my way into the jungle by the trail, small and lost in fern, by which we had come.

Again I wandered, and it was high noon before I heard mule bells at a distance, and, thus guided, struck down through the green tangle to find myself, wearied but safe, upon the bridle way that leads to Fagu and the far Shipki.

Two coolies then directed me to The House in the Woods.

All was anxiety there.

Ali Khan had arrived in the night, having found his way under the guidance of blind flight and fear.

He had brought the news that I was lost in the jungle and amid the dwellings of demons.

It was, of course, hopeless to search in the dark, though the khansamah and his man had gone as far as they dared with lanterns and shouting, and with the daylight they tried again and were even now away.

It was useless to reproach the man even if I had cared to do so.

His ready plea was that as far as men were concerned he was as brave as any (which was true enough as I had reason to know later) but that when it came to devilry the Twelve Imaums themselves would think twice before facing it.

“Inshalla ta-Alla!

(If the sublime God wills!

) this unworthy one will one day show the Protector of the poor, that he is a respectable person and no coward, but it is only the Sahibs who laugh in the face of devils.

” He went off to prepare me some food, consumed with curiosity as to my adventures, and when I had eaten I found my tiny whitewashed cell, for the room was little more, and slept for hours.

Late in the afternoon I waked and looked out.

A low but glowing sunlight suffused the wild garden reclaimed from the strangle-hold of the jungle and hemmed in with rocks and forest.

A few simple flowers had been planted here and there, but its chief beauty was a mountain stream, brown and clear as the eyes of a dog, that fell from a crag above into a rocky basin, maidenhair ferns growing in such masses about it that it was henceforward scarcely more than a woodland voice.

Beside it two great deodars spread their canopies, and there a woman sat in a low chair, a girl beside her reading aloud.

She had thrown her hat off and the sunshine turned her massed dark hair to bronze.

That was all I could see.

I went out and joined them, taking the note of introduction which Olesen had given me.

I pass over the unessentials of my story; their friendly greetings and sympathy for my adventure.

It set us at ease at once and I knew my stay would be the happier for their presence though it is not every woman one would choose as a companion in the great mountain country.

But what is germane to my purpose must be told, and of this a part is the personality of Brynhild Ingmar.

That she was beautiful I never doubted, though I have heard it disputed and smiled inwardly as the disputants urged lip and cheek and shades of rose and lily, weighing and appraising.

Let me describe her as I saw her or, rather, as I can, adding that even without all this she must still have been beautiful because of the deep significance to those who had eyes to see or feel some mysterious element which mingled itself with her presence comparable only to the delight which the power and spiritual essence of Nature inspires in all but the dullest minds.

I know I cannot hope to convey this in words.

It means little if I say I thought of all quiet lovely solitary things when I looked into her calm eyes,--that when she moved it was like clear springs renewed by flowing, that she seemed the perfect flowering of a day in June, for these are phrases.

Does Nature know her wonders when she shines in her strength?

Does a woman know the infinite meanings her beauty may have for the beholder?

I cannot tell.

Nor can I tell if I saw this girl as she may have seemed to those who read only the letter of the book and are blind to its spirit, or in the deepest sense as she really was in the sight of That which created her and of which she was a part.

Surely it is a proof of the divinity of love that in and for a moment it lifts the veil of so-called reality and shows each to the other mysteriously perfect and inspiring as the world will never see them, but as they exist in the Eternal, and in the sight of those who have learnt that the material is but the dream, and the vision of love the truth.

I will say then, for the alphabet of what I knew but cannot tell, that she had the low broad brows of a Greek Nature Goddess, the hair swept back wing-like from the temples and massed with a noble luxuriance.

It lay like rippled bronze, suggesting something strong and serene in its essence.

Her eyes were clear and gray as water, the mouth sweetly curved above a resolute chin.

It was a face which recalled a modelling in marble rather than the charming pastel and aquarelle of a young woman’s colouring, and somehow I thought of it less as the beauty of a woman than as some sexless emanation of natural things, and this impression was strengthened by her height and the long limbs, slender and strong as those of some youth trained in the pentathlon, subject to the severest discipline until all that was superfluous was fined away and the perfect form expressing the true being emerged.

The body was thus more beautiful than the face, and I may note in passing that this is often the case, because the face is more directly the index of the restless and unhappy soul within and can attain true beauty only when the soul is in harmony with its source.

She was a little like her pale and wearied mother.

She might resemble her still more when the sorrow of this world that worketh death should have had its will of her.

I had yet to learn that this would never be--that she had found the open door of escape.

We three spent much time together in the days that followed.

I never tired of their company and I think they did not tire of mine, for my wanderings through the world and my studies in the ancient Indian literatures and faiths with the Pandit Devaswami were of interest to them both though in entirely different ways.

Mrs. Ingmar was a woman who centred all her interests in books and chiefly in the scientific forms of occult research.

She was no believer in anything outside the range of what she called human experience.

The evidences had convinced her of nothing but a force as yet unclassified in the scientific categories and all her interest lay in the undeveloped powers of brain which might be discovered in the course of ignorant and credulous experiment.

We met therefore on the common ground of rejection of the so-called occultism of the day, though I knew even then, and how infinitely better now, that her constructions were wholly misleading.

Nearly all day she would lie in her chair under the deodars by the delicate splash and ripple of the stream.

Living imprisoned in the crystal sphere of the intellect she saw the world outside, painted in few but distinct colours, small, comprehensible, moving on a logical orbit.

I never knew her posed for an explanation.

She had the contented atheism of a certain type of French mind and found as much ease in it as another kind of sweet woman does in her rosary and confessional.

“I cannot interest Brynhild,” she said, when I knew her better.

“She has no affinity with science.

She is simply a nature worshipper, and in such places as this she seems to draw life from the inanimate life about her.

I have sometimes wondered whether she might not be developed into a kind of bridge between the articulate and the inarticulate, so well does she understand trees and flowers.

Her father was like that--he had all sorts of strange power with animals and plants, and thought he had more than he had.

He could never realize that the energy of nature is merely mechanical.

” “You think all energy is mechanical?

” “Certainly.

We shall lay our finger on the mainspring one day and the mystery will disappear.

But as for Brynhild--I gave her the best education possible and yet she has never understood the conception of a universe moving on mathematical laws to which we must submit in body and mind.

She has the oddest ideas.

I would not willingly say of a child of mine that she is a mystic, and yet--” She shook her head compassionately.

But I scarcely heard.

My eyes were fixed on Brynhild, who stood apart, looking steadily out over the snows.

It was a glorious sunset, the west vibrating with gorgeous colour spilt over in torrents that flooded the sky, Terrible splendours--hues for which we have no thought--no name.

I had not thought of it as music until I saw her face but she listened as well as saw, and her expression changed as it changes when the pomp of a great orchestra breaks upon the silence.

It flashed to the chords of blood-red and gold that was burning fire.

It softened through the fugue of woven crimson gold and flame, to the melancholy minor of ashes-of-roses and paling green, and so through all the dying glories that faded slowly to a tranquil grey and left the world to the silver melody of one sole star that dawned above the ineffable heights of the snows.

Then she listened as a child does to a bird, entranced, with a smile like a butterfly on her parted lips.

I

never saw such a power of quiet.

She and I were walking next day among the forest ways, the pine-scented sunshine dappling the dropped frondage.

We had been speaking of her mother.

“It is such a misfortune for her,” she said thoughtfully, “that I am not clever.

She should have had a daughter who could have shared her thoughts.

She analyses everything, reasons about everything, and that is quite out of my reach.

” She moved beside me with her wonderful light step--the poise and balance of a nymph in the Parthenon frieze.

“How do you see things?

” “See?

That is the right word.

I see things--I never reason about them.

They are.

For her they move like figures in a sum.

For me every one of them is a window through which one may look to what is beyond.

” “To where?

” “To what they really are--not what they seem.

” I looked at her with interest.

“Did you ever hear of the double vision?

” For this is a subject on which the spiritually learned men of India, like the great mystics of all the faiths, have much to say.

I had listened with bewilderment and doubt to the expositions of my Pandit on this very head.

Her simple words seemed for a moment the echo of his deep and searching thought.

Yet it surely could not be.

Impossible.

“Never.

What does it mean?

” She raised clear unveiled eyes.

“You must forgive me for being so stupid, but it is my mother who is at home with all these scientific phrases.

I know none of them.

” “It means that for some people the material universe--the things we see with our eyes--is only a mirage, or say, a symbol, which either hides or shadows forth the eternal truth.

And in that sense they see things as they really are, not as they seem to the rest of us.

And whether this is the statement of a truth or the wildest of dreams, I cannot tell.

” She did not answer for a moment; then said;

“Are there people who believe this--know it?

” “Certainly.

There are people who believe that thought is the only real thing--that the whole universe is thought made visible.

That we create with our thoughts the very body by which we shall re-act on the universe in lives to be.

“Do you believe it?

” “I don’t know.

Do you?

” She paused; looked at me, and then went on: “You see, I don’t think things out.

I only feel.

But this cannot interest you.

” I felt she was eluding the question.

She began to interest me more than any one I had ever known.

She had extraordinary power of a sort.

Once, in the woods, where I was reading in so deep a shade that she never saw me, I had an amazing vision of her.

She stood in a glade with the sunlight and shade about her; she had no hat and a sunbeam turned her hair to pale bronze.

A small bright April shower was falling through the sun, and she stood in pure light that reflected itself in every leaf and grass-blade.

But it was nothing of all this that arrested me, beautiful as it was.

She stood as though life were for the moment suspended;--then, very softly, she made a low musical sound, infinitely wooing, from scarcely parted lips, and instantly I saw a bird of azure plumage flutter down and settle on her shoulder, pluming himself there in happy security.

Again she called softly and another followed the first.

Two flew to her feet, two more to her breast and hand.

They caressed her, clung to her, drew some joyous influence from her presence.

She stood in the glittering rain like Spring with her birds about her--a wonderful sight.

Then, raising one hand gently with the fingers thrown back she uttered a different note, perfectly sweet and intimate, and the branches parted and a young deer with full bright eyes fixed on her advanced and pushed a soft muzzle into her hand.

In my astonishment I moved, however slightly, and the picture broke up.

The deer sprang back into the trees, the birds fluttered up in a hurry of feathers, and she turned calm eyes upon me, as unstartled as if she had known all the time that I was there.

“You should not have breathed,” she said smiling.

“They must have utter quiet.

” I rose up and joined her.

“It is a marvel.

I can scarcely believe my eyes.

How do you do it?

” “My father taught me.

They come.

How can I tell?

” She turned away and left me.

I thought long over this episode.

I

recalled words heard in the place of my studies--words I had dismissed without any care at the moment.

“To those who see, nothing is alien.

They move in the same vibration with all that has life, be it in bird or flower.

And in the Uttermost also, for all things are One.

For such there is no death.

” That was beyond me still, but I watched her with profound interest.

She recalled also words I had half forgotten-- “There was nought above me and nought below, My childhood had not learnt to know;

For what are the voices of birds, Aye, and of beasts, but words, our words,-- Only so much more sweet.

” That might have been written of her.

And more.

She had found one day in the woods a flower of a sort I had once seen in the warm damp forests below Darjiling--ivory white and shaped like a dove in flight.

She wore it that evening on her bosom.

A week later she wore what I took to be another.

“You have had luck,” I said; “I never heard of such a thing being seen so high up, and you have found it twice.

” “No, it is the same.

” “The same?

Impossible.

You found it more than a week ago.

” “I know.

It is ten days.

Flowers don’t die when one understands them--not as most people think.

” Her mother looked up and said fretfully: “Since she was a child Brynhild has had that odd idea.

That flower is dead and withered.

Throw it away, child.

It looks hideous.

” Was it glamour?

What was it?

I saw the flower dewy fresh in her bosom She smiled and turned away.

It was that very evening she left the veranda where we were sitting in the subdued light of a little lamp and passed beyond where the ray cut the darkness.

She went down the perspective of trees to the edge of he clearing and I rose to follow for it seemed absolutely unsafe that she should be on the verge of the panther-haunted woods alone.

Mrs. Ingmar turned a page of her book serenely;

“She will not like it if you go.

I cannot imagine that she should come to harm.

She always goes her own way--light or dark.

” I returned to my seat and watched steadfastly.

At first I could see nothing but as my sight adjusted itself I saw her a long way down the clearing that opened the snows, and quite certainly also I saw something like a huge dog detach itself from the woods and bound to her feet.

It mingled with her dark dress and I lost it.

Mrs. Ingmar said, seeing my anxiety but nothing else; “Her father was just the same;--he had no fear of anything that lives.

No doubt some people have that power.

I have never seen her attract birds and beasts as he certainly did, but she is quite as fond of them.

” I could not understand her blindness--what I myself had seen raised questions I found unanswerable, and her mother saw nothing!

Which of us was right?

presently she came back slowly and I ventured no word.

A woodland sorcery, innocent as the dawn, hovered about her.

What was it?

Did the mere love of these creatures make a bond between her soul and theirs, or was the ancient dream true and could she at times move in the same vibration?

I thought of her as a wood-spirit sometimes, an expression herself of some passion of beauty in Nature, a thought of snows and starry nights and flowing rivers made visible in flesh.

It is surely when seized with the urge of some primeval yearning which in man is merely sexual that Nature conceives her fair forms and manifests them, for there is a correspondence that runs through all creation.

Here I ask myself--Did I love her?

In a sense, yes, deeply, but not in the common reading of the phrase.

I have trembled with delight before the wild and terrible splendour of the Himalayan heights-; low golden moons have steeped my soul longing, but I did not think of these things as mine in any narrow sense, nor so desire them.

They were Angels of the Evangel of beauty.

So too was she.

She had none of the “silken nets and traps of adamant,” she was no sister of the “girls of mild silver or of furious gold;”--but fair, strong, and her own, a dweller in the House of Quiet.

I did not covet her.

I loved her.

Days passed.

There came a night when the winds were loosed--no moon, the stars flickering like blown tapers through driven clouds, the trees swaying and lamenting.

“There will be rain tomorrow.

” Mrs. Ingmar said, as we parted for the night.

I closed my door.

Some great cat of the woods was crying harshly outside my window, the sound receding towards the bridle way.

I slept in a dream of tossing seas and ships labouring among them.

With the sense of a summons I waked--I cannot tell when.

Unmistakable, as if I were called by name.

I rose and dressed, and heard distinctly bare feet passing my door.

I opened it noiselessly and looked out into the little passage way that made for the entry, and saw nothing but pools of darkness and a dim light from the square of the window at the end.

But the wind had swept the sky clear with its flying bosom and was sleeping now in its high places and the air was filled with a mild moony radiance and a great stillness.

Now let me speak with restraint and exactness.

I was not afraid but felt as I imagine a dog feels in the presence of his master, conscious of a purpose, a will entirely above his own and incomprehensible, yet to be obeyed without question.

I followed my reading of the command, bewildered but docile, and understanding nothing but that I was called.

The lights were out.

The house dead silent; the familiar veranda ghostly in the night.

And now I saw a white figure at the head of the steps--Brynhild.

She turned and looked over her shoulder, her face pale in the moon, and made the same gesture with which she summoned her birds.

I knew her meaning, for now we were moving in the same rhythm, and followed as she took the lead.

How shall I describe that strange night in the jungle.

There were fire-flies or dancing points of light that recalled them.

Perhaps she was only thinking them--only thinking the moon and the quiet, for we were in the world where thought is the one reality.

But they went with us in a cloud and faintly lighted our way.

There were exquisite wafts of perfume from hidden flowers breathing their dreams to the night.

Here and there a drowsy bird stirred and chirped from the roof of darkness, a low note of content that greeted her passing.

It was a path intricate and winding and how long we went, and where, I cannot tell.

But at last she stooped and parting the boughs before her we stepped into an open space, and before us--I knew it--I knew it!

--The House of Beauty.

She paused at the foot of the great marble steps and looked at me.

“We have met here already.

” I did not wonder--I could not.

In the Ninth vibration surprise had ceased to be.

Why had I not recognized her before--O dull of heart!

That was my only thought.

We walk blindfold through the profound darkness of material nature, the blinder because we believe we see it.

It is only when the doors of the material are closed that the world appears to man as it exists in the eternal truth.

“Did you know this?

” I asked, trembling before mystery.

“I knew it, because I am awake.

You forgot it in the dull sleep which we call daily life.

But we were here and THEY began the story of the King who made this house.

Tonight we shall hear it.

It he story of Beauty wandering through the world and the world received her not.

We hear it in this place because here he agonized for what he knew too late.

” “Was that our only meeting?

” “We meet every night, but you forget when the day brings the sleep of the soul.

--You do not sink deep enough into rest to remember.

You float on the surface where the little bubbles of foolish dream are about you and I cannot reach you then.

” “How can I compel myself to the deeps?

” “You cannot.

It will come.

But when you have passed up the bridle way and beyond the Shipki, stop at Gyumur.

There is the Monastery of Tashigong, and there one will meet you-- “His name?

” “Stephen Clifden.

He will tell you what you desire to know.

Continue on then with him to Yarkhand.

There in the Ninth Vibration we shall meet again.

It is a long journey but you will be content.

” “Do you certainly know that we shall meet again?

” “When you have learnt, we can meet when we will.

He will teach you the Laya Yoga.

You should not linger here in the woods any longer.

You should go on.

In three days it will be possible.

” “But how have you learnt--a girl and young?

” “Through a close union with Nature--that is one of the three roads.

But I know little as yet.

Now take my hand and come.

“One last question.

Is this house ruined and abject as I have seen it in the daylight, or royal and the house of Gods as we see it now?

Which is truth?

” “In the day you saw it in the empty illusion of blind thought.

Tonight, eternally lovely as in the thought of the man who made it.

Nothing that is beautiful is lost, though in the sight of the unwise it seems to die.

Death is in the eyes we look through--when they are cleansed we see Life only.

Now take my hand and come.

Delay no more.

” She caught my hand and we entered the dim magnificence of the great hall.

The moon entered with us.

Instantly I had the feeling of supernatural presence.

Yet I only write this in deference to common use, for it was absolutely natural--more so than any I have met in the state called daily life.

It was a thing in which I had a part, and if this was supernatural so also was I. Again I saw the Dark One, the Beloved, the young Krishna, above the women who loved him.

He motioned with his hand as we passed, as though he waved us smiling on our way.

Again the dancers moved in a rhythmic tread to the feet of the mountain Goddess--again we followed to where she bent to hear.

But now, solemn listening faces crowded in the shadows about her, grave eyes fixed immovably upon what lay at her feet--a man, submerged in the pure light that fell from her presence, his dark face stark and fine, lips locked, eyes shut, arms flung out cross-wise in utter abandonment, like a figure of grief invisibly crucified upon his shame.

I stopped a few feet from him, arrested by a barrier I could not pass.

Was it sleep or death or some mysterious state that partook of both?

Not sleep, for there was no flutter of breath.

Not death--no rigid immobility struck chill into the air.

It was the state of subjection where the spirit set free lies tranced in the mighty influences which surround us invisibly until we have entered, though but for a moment, the Ninth Vibration.

And now, with these Listeners about us, a clear voice began and stirred the air with music.

I have since been asked in what tongue it spoke and could only answer that it reached my ears in the words of my childhood, and that I know whatever that language had been it would so have reached me.

“Great Lady, hear the story of this man’s fall, for it is the story of man.