Apology for the Life of Mrs. Shamela Andrews (Dramatic Reading) — Part 2

SHAMELA ANDREWS _to_ HENRIETTA MARIA HONORA ANDREWS.

O Mamma!

Rare News!

As soon as I was up this Morning, a Letter was brought me from the Squire, of which I send you a Copy.

_Squire_ BOOBY _to_ PAMELA.

_Dear Creature_, I hope you are not angry with me for the Deceit put upon you, in conveying you to _Lincolnshire_, when you imagined yourself going to _London_.

Indeed, my dear _Pamela_, I cannot live without you; and will very shortly come down and convince you, that my Designs are better than you imagine, and such as you may with Honour comply with.

I am, _My Dear Creature_, _Your doating Lover_, BOOBY.

* * * * * Now, Mamma, what think you?

----For my own Part, I am convinced he will marry me, and faith so he shall.

O!

Bless me!

I shall be Mrs. _Booby_ and be Mistress of a great Estate, and have a dozen Coaches and Six, and a fine House at _London_, and another at _Bath_, and Servants, and Jewels, and Plate, and go to Plays, and Opera's, and Court; and do what I will, and spend what I will.

But, poor Parson _Williams_!

Well; and can't I see Parson _Williams_, as well after Marriage as before: For I shall never care a Farthing for my Husband.

No, I hate and despise him of all Things.

Well, as soon as I had read my Letter, in came Mrs. _Jewkes_.

You see, Madam, says she, I carry the Marks of your Passion about me; but I have received order from my Master to be civil to you, and I must obey him: For he is the best Man in the World, notwithstanding your Treatment of him.

My Treatment of him, Madam, says I?

Yes, says she, your Insensibility to the Honour he intends you, of making you his Mistress.

I would have you to know, Madam, I would not be Mistress to the greatest King, no nor Lord in the Universe.

I value my Vartue more than I do any thing my Master can give me; and so we talked a full Hour and a half, about my Vartue; and I was afraid at first, she had heard something about the Bantling, but I find she hath not; tho' she is as jealous, and suspicious, as old Scratch.

In the Afternoon, I stole into the Garden to meet Mr. _Williams_; I found him at the Place of his Appointment, and we staid in a kind of Arbour, till it was quite dark.

He was very angry when I told him what Mrs. _Jewkes_ had threatned----Let him refuse me the Living, says he, if he dares, I will vote for the other Party; and not only so, but will expose him all over the Country.

I owe him 150_l.

_ indeed, but I don't care for that; by that time the Election is past, I shall be able to plead the _Statue_ of _Lamentations_.

I could have stayed with the dear Man forever, but when it grew dark, he told me, he was to meet the neighbouring Clergy, to finish the Barrel of Ale they had tapped the other Day, and believed they should not part till three or four in the Morning----So he left me, and I promised to be penitent, and go on with my reading in good Books.

As soon as he was gone, I bethought myself, what Excuse I should make to Mrs. _Jewkes_, and it came into my Head to pretend as how I intended to drown myself; so I stript off one of my Petticoats, and threw it into the Canal; and then I went and hid myself in the Coal-hole, where I lay all Night; and comforted myself with repeating over some Psalms, and other good things, which I had got by heart.

In the Morning Mrs. _Jewkes_ and all the Servants were frighted out of their Wits, thinking I had run away; and not devising how they should answer it to their Master.

They searched all the likeliest Places they could think of for me, and at last saw my Petticoat floating in the Pond.

Then they got a Drag-Net, imagining I was drowned, and intending to drag me out; but at last _Moll_ Cook coming for some Coals, discovered me lying all along in no very good Pickle.

Bless me!

Mrs. _Pamela_, says she, what can be the Meaning of this?

I

don't know, says I, help me up, and I will go in to Breakfast, for indeed I am very hungry.

Mrs. _Jewkes_ came in immediately, and was so rejoyced to find me alive, that she asked with great Good-Humour, where I had been?

and how my Petticoat came into the Pond.

I

answered, I believed the Devil had put it into my Head to drown my self; but it was a Fib; for I never saw the Devil in my Life, nor I don't believe he hath any thing to do with me.

So much for this Matter.

As soon as I had breakfasted, a Coach and Six came to the Door, and who should be in it but my Master.

I immediately run up into my Room, and stript, and washed, and drest my self as well as I could, and put on my prettiest round-ear'd Cap, and pulled down my Stays, to shew as much as I could of my Bosom, (for Parson _Williams_ says that is the most beautiful part of a Woman) and then I practised over all my Airs before the Glass, and then I sat down and read a Chapter in the Whole Duty of Man.

Then Mrs. _Jewkes_ came to me and told me, my Master wanted me below, and says she, Don't behave like a Fool; No, thinks I to my self, I believe I shall find Wit enough for my Master and you too.

So down goes me I into the Parlour to him.

_Pamela_, says he, the Moment I came in, you see I cannot stay long from you, which I think is a sufficient Proof of the Violence of my Passion.

Yes, Sir, says I, I see your Honour intends to ruin me, that nothing but the Destruction of my Vartue will content you.

_O what a charming Word that is, rest his Soul who first invented it.

_ How can you say I would ruin you, answered the Squire, when you shall not ask any thing which I will not grant you.

If that be true, says I, good your Honour let me go home to my poor but honest Parents;

that is all I have to ask, and do not ruin a poor Maiden, who is resolved to carry her Vartue to the Grave with her.

Hussy, says he, don't provoke me, don't provoke me, I say.

You are absolutely in my power, and if you won't let me lie with you by fair Means, I will by Force.

O la, Sir, says I, I don't understand your paw Words.

----Very pretty Treatment indeed, says he, to say I use paw Words; Hussy, Gipsie, Hypocrite, Saucebox, Boldface, get out of my Sight, or I will lend you such a Kick in the ---- I don't care to repeat the Word, but he meant my hinder part.

I was offering to go away, for I was half afraid, when he called me back, and took me round the Neck and kissed me, and then bid me go about my Business.

I went directly into my Room, where Mrs. _Jewkes_ came to me soon afterwards.

So Madam, says she, you have left my Master below in a fine Pet, he hath threshed two or three of his Men already: It is might pretty that all his Servants are to be punished for your Impertinence.

Harkee, Madam, says I, don't you affront me, for if you do, d--n me (I am sure I have repented for using such a Word) if I am not revenged.

_How sweet is Revenge: Sure the Sermon Book is in the Right, in calling it the sweetest Morsel the Devil ever dropped into the Mouth of a Sinner.

_ Mrs. _Jewkes_ remembered the Smart of my Nails too well to go farther, and so we sat down and talked about my Vartue till Dinner-time, and then I was sent for to wait on my Master.

I took care to be often caught looking at him, and then I always turn'd away my Eyes, and pretended to be ashamed.

As soon as the Cloth was removed, he put a Bumper of Champagne into my Hand, and bid me drink----O la I can't name the Health.

Parson _Williams_ may well say he is a wicked Man.

Mrs. _Jewkes_ took a Glass and drank the dear _Monysyllable_; I don't understand that Word, but I believe it is baudy.

I then drank towards his Honour's good Pleasure.

Ay, Hussy, says he, you can give me Pleasure if you will; Sir, says I, I shall be always glad to do what is in my power, and so I pretended not to know what he meant.

Then he took me into his Lap.

--O Mamma, I could tell you something if I would--and he kissed me----and I said I won't be slobber'd about so, so I won't; and he bid me get out of the Room for a saucy Baggage, and said he had a good mind to spit in my Face.

_Sure no Man over took such a Method to gain a Woman's Heart.

_ I had not been long in my Chamber before Mrs. _Jewkes_ came to me, and told me, my Master would not see me any more that Evening, that is, if he can help it; for, added she, I easily perceive the great Ascendant you have over him, and to confess the Truth, I don't doubt but you will shortly be my Mistress.

What says I, dear Mrs. _Jewkes_, what do you say?

Don't flatter a poor Girl, it is impossible his Honour can have any honourable Design upon me.

And so we talked of honourable Designs till Supper-time.

And Mrs. _Jewkes_ and I supped together upon a hot buttered Apple-Pie;

and about ten o'Clock we went to Bed.

We had not been a Bed half an Hour, when my Master came pit a pat into the Room in his Shirt as before.

I pretended not to hear him, and Mrs. _Jewkes_ laid hold of one Arm, and he pulled down the Bed cloaths and came into Bed on the other Side, and took my other Arm and laid it under him, and fell a kissing one of my Breasts as if he would have devoured it; I was then forced to awake, and began to struggle with him, Mrs. _Jewkes_ crying why don't you do it?

I have one Arm secure, if you can't deal with the rest I am sorry for you.

He was as rude as possible to me; but I remembered, Mamma, the Instructions you gave me to avoid being ravished, and followed them, which soon brought him to Terms, and he promised me, on quitting my hold, that he would leave the Bed.

_O Parson_ Williams, _how little are all the Men in the World compared to thee_.

My Master was as good as his Word; upon which Mrs. _Jewkes_ said, O Sir, I see you know very little of our _Sect_, by parting so easily from the Blessing when you was so near it.

No, Mrs. _Jewkes_, answered he, I am very glad no more hath happened, I would not have injured _Pamela_ for the World.

And to-morrow Morning perhaps she may hear of something to her Advantage.

This she may be certain of, that I will never take her by Force, and then he left the Room.

What think you now, Mrs. _Pamela_, says Mrs. _Jewkes_, are you not yet persuaded my Master hath honourable Designs?

I think he hath given no great Proof of them to-night, said I. Your Experience I find is not great, says she, but I am convinced you will shortly be my Mistress, and then what will become of poor me.

With such sort of Discourse we both fell asleep.

Next Morning early my Master sent for me, and after kissing me, gave a Paper into my Hand which he bid me read; I did so, and found it to be a Proposal for settling 250_l.

_ a Year on me, besides several other advantagious Offers, as Presents of Money and other things.

Well, _Pamela_, said he, what Answer do you make me to this.

Sir, said I, I value my Vartue more than all the World, and I had rather be the poorest Man's Wife, than the richest Man's Whore.

You are a Simpleton, said he;

That may be, and yet I may have as much Wit as some Folks, cry'd I;

meaning me, I suppose, said he, every Man knows himself best, says I. Hussy, says he, get out of the Room, and let me see your saucy Face no more, for I find I am in more Danger than you are, and therefore it shall be my Business to avoid you as much as I can; and it shall be mine, thinks I, at every turn to throw my self in your way.

So I went out, and as I parted, I heard him sigh and say he was bewitched.

Mrs. _Jewkes_ hath been with me since, and she assures me she is convinced I shall shortly be Mistress of the Family, and she really behaves to me, as if she already thought me so.

I am resolved now to aim at it.

I thought once of making a little Fortune by my Person.

I

now intend to make a great one by my Vartue.

So asking Pardon for this long Scroll, I am, _Your dutiful Daughter_, SHAMELA.

LETTER XI.

HENRIETTA MARIA HONORA ANDREWS _to_ SHAMELA ANDREWS.

_Dear Sham_, I Received your last Letter with infinite Pleasure, and am convinced it will be your own Fault if you are not married to your Master, and I would advise you now to take no less Terms.

But, my dear Child, I am afraid of one Rock only, That Parson _Williams_, I wish he was out of the Way.

A Woman never commits Folly but with such Sort of Men, as by many Hints in the Letters I collect him to be: but, consider my dear Child, you will hereafter have Opportunities sufficient to indulge yourself with Parson _Williams_, or any other you like.

My Advice therefore to you is, that you would avoid seeing him any more till the Knot is tied.

Remember the first Lesson I taught you, that a married Woman injures only her Husband, but a single Woman herself.

I

am in hopes of seeing you a great Lady, _Your affectionate Mother_, HENRIETTA MARIA, _&c. _ * * * * * The following Letter seems to have been written before _Shamela_ received the last from her Mother.

LETTER XII.

SHAMELA ANDREWS _to_ HENRIETTA MARIA HONORA ANDREWS.

_Dear Mamma_, I Little feared when I sent away my last that all my Hopes would be so soon frustrated; but I am certain you will blame Fortune and not me.

To proceed then.

About two Hours after I had left the Squire, he sent for me into the Parlour.

_Pamela_, said he, and takes me gently by the hand, will you walk with me in the Garden; yes, Sir, says I, and pretended to tremble; but I hope your Honour will not be rude.

Indeed, says he, you have nothing to fear from me, and I have something to tell you, which if it doth not please you, cannot offend.

We walked out together, and he began thus, _Pamela_, will you tell me Truth?

Doth the Resistance you make to my Attempts proceed from Vartue only, or have I not some Rival in thy dear Bosom who might be more successful?

Sir, says I, I do assure you I never had a thought of any Man in the World.

How says he, not of Parson _Williams_!

Parson _Williams_, says I, is the last Man upon Earth;

and if I was a Dutchess, and your Honour was to make your Addresses to me, you would have no reason to be jealous of any Rival, especially such a Fellow as Parson _Williams_.

If ever I had a Liking, I am sure----but I am not worthy of you one Way, and no Riches should ever bribe me the other.

My Dear, says he, you are worthy of every Thing, and suppose I should lay aside all Considerations of Fortune, and disregard the Censure of the World, and marry you.

O Sir, says I, I am sure you can have no such Thoughts, you cannot demean your self so low.

Upon my Soul, I am in earnest, says he,--O Pardon me, Sir, says I, you can't persuade me of this.

How Mistress, says he, in a violent Rage, do you give me the Lie?

Hussy, I have a great mind to box your saucy Ears, but I am resolved I will never put it in your power to affront me again, and therefore I desire you to prepare your self for your Journey this Instant.

You deserve no better Vehicle than a Cart; however, for once you shall have a Chariot, and it shall be ready for you within this half Hour; and so he flung from me in a Fury.

_What a foolish Thing it is for a Woman to dally too long with her Lover's Desires; how many have owed their being old Maids to their holding out too long.

_ Mrs. _Jewkes_ came me to presently, and told me, I must make ready with all the Expedition imaginable, for that my Master had ordered the Chariot, and that if I was not prepared to go in it, I should be turned out of Doors, and left to find my way Home on Foot.

This startled me a little, yet I resolved, whether in the right or wrong, not to submit nor ask Pardon: For that know you, Mamma, you never could your self bring me to from my Childhood: Besides, I thought he would be no more able to master his Passion for me now, than he had been hitherto; and if he sent two Horses away with me, I concluded he would send four to fetch me back.

So, truly, I resolved to brazen it out, and with all the Spirit I could muster up, I told Mrs. _Jewkes_ I was vastly pleased with the News she brought me; that no one ever went more readily than I should, from a Place where my Vartue had been in continual Danger.

That as for my Master, he might easily get those who were fit for his Purpose; but, for my Part, I preferred my Vartue to all Rakes whatever----And for his Promises, and his Offers to me, I don't value them of a Fig--Not of a Fig, Mrs. _Jewkes_; and then I snapt my Fingers.

Mrs. _Jewkes_ went in with me, and helped me to pack up my little All, which was soon done; being no more than two Day-Caps, two Night-Caps, five Shifts, one Sham, a Hoop, a Quilted-Petticoat, two Flannel-Petticoats, two pair of Stockings, one odd one, a pair of lac'd Shoes, a short flowered Apron, a lac'd Neck-Handkerchief, one Clog, and almost another, and some few Books: as, _A full Answer to a plain and true Account_, &c. _The Whole Duty of Man_, with only the Duty to one's Neighbour, torn out.

The Third Volume of the _Atalantis_.

_Venus in the Cloyster: Or, the Nun in her Smock_.

_God's Dealings with Mr. Whitefield_.

_Orfus and Eurydice_.

Some Sermon-Books; and two or three Plays, with their Titles, and Part of the first Act torn off.

So as soon as we had put all this into a Bundle, the Chariot was ready, and I took leave of all the Servants, and particularly Mrs. _Jewkes_, who pretended, I believe, to be more sorry to part with me than she was; and then crying out with an Air of Indifference, my Service to my Master, when he condescends to enquire after me, I flung my self into the Chariot, and bid _Robin_ drive on.

We had not gone far, before a Man on Horseback, riding full Speed, overtook us, and coming up to the Side of the Chariot, threw a Letter into the Window, and then departed without uttering a single Syllable.

I immediately knew the Hand of my dear _Williams_, and was somewhat surprised, tho' I did not apprehend the Contents to be so terrible, as by the following exact Copy you will find them.

_Parson_ WILLIAMS _to_ PAMELA.

_Dear Mrs. _ PAMELA,

That Disrespect for the Clergy, which I have formerly noted to you in that Villain your Master, hath now broke forth in a manifest Fact.

I

was proceeding to my Neighbour _Spruce's_ Church, where I purposed to preach a Funeral Sermon, on the Death of Mr. _John Gage_, the Exciseman; when I was met by two Persons who are, it seems, Sheriffs Officers, and arrested for the 150_l.

_ which your Master had lent me;

and unless I can find Bail within these few Days, of which I see no likelihood, I shall be carried to Goal.

This accounts for my not having visited you these two Days; which you might assure yourself, I should not have fail'd, if the _Potestas_ had not been wanting.

If you can by any means prevail on your Master to release me, I beseech you so to do, not scrupling any thing for Righteousness sake.

I hear he is just arrived in this Country, I have herewith sent him a Letter, of which I transmit you a Copy.

So with Prayers for your Success, I Subscribe myself _Your affectionate Friend_, ARTHUR WILLIAMS.

_Parson_ WILLIAMS _to_ SQUIRE BOOBY.

_Honoured Sir_, I am justly surprized to feel so heavy a Weight of your Displeasure, without being conscious of the least Demerit towards so good and generous a Patron, as I have ever found you: For my own Part, I can truly say, _Nil conscire sibi nullæ pallescere culpæ.

_ And therefore, as this Proceeding is so contrary to your usual Goodness, which I have often experienced, and more especially in the Loan of this Money for which I am now arrested; I cannot avoid thinking some malicious Persons have insinuated false Suggestions against me; intending thereby, to eradicate those Seeds of Affection which I have hardly travailed to sowe in your Heart, and which promised to produce such excellent Fruit.

If I have any ways offended you, Sir, be graciously pleased to let me know it, and likewise to point out to me, the Means whereby I may reinstate myself in your Favour: For next to him, whom the Great themselves must bow down before, I know none to whom I shall bend with more Lowliness than your Honour.

Permit me to subscribe myself, _Honoured Sir_, _Your most obedient, and most obliged_, _And most dutiful humble Servant_, ARTHUR WILLIAMS.

The Fate of poor Mr. _Williams_ shocked me more than my own: For, as the _Beggar's Opera_ says, _Nothing moves one so much as a great Man in Distress.

_ And to see a Man of his Learning forced to submit so low, to one whom I have often heard him say, he despises, is, I think, a most affecting Circumstance.

I write all this to you, Dear Mamma, at the Inn where I lie this first Night, and as I shall send it immediately, by the Post, it will be in Town a little before me.

----Don't let my coming away vex you: For, as my Master will be in Town in a few Days, I shall have an Opportunity of seeing him; and let the worst come to the worst, I shall be sure of my Settlement at last.

Which is all, from _Your dutiful Daughter_, SHAMELA.

_P.

S.

_ Just as I was going to send this away a Letter is come from my Master, desiring me to return, with a large Number of Promises.

--I

have him now as sure as a Gun, as you will perceive by the Letter itself, which I have inclosed to you.

This Letter is unhappily lost, as well as the next which _Shamela_ wrote, and which contained an Account of all the Proceedings previous to her Marriage.

The only remaining one which I could preserve, seems to have been written about a Week after the Ceremony was perform'd, and is as follows: SHAMELA BOOBY _to_ HENRIETTA MARIA HONORA ANDREWS.

_Madam_, In my last I left off at our sitting down to Supper on our Wedding Night,[1] where I behaved with as much Bashfulness as the purest Virgin in the World could have done.

The most difficult Task for me was to blush; however, by holding my Breath, and Squeezing my Cheeks with my Handkerchief, I did pretty well.

My Husband was extreamly eager and impatient to have Supper removed, after which he gave me leave to retire into my Closet for a Quarter of an Hour, which was very agreeable to me; for I employed that time in writing to Mr. _Williams_, who, as I informed you in my last, is released, and presented to the Living, upon the Death of the last Parson.

Well, at last I went to Bed, and my Husband soon leap'd in after me; where, I shall only assure you, I acted my Part in such a manner, that no Bridegroom was ever better Satisfied with his Bride's Virginity.

And to confess the Truth, I might have been well enough Satisfied too, if I had never been acquainted with Parson _Williams_.

_O what regard Men who marry Widows should have to the Qualifications of their former Husbands.

_ We did not rise the next Morning till eleven, and then we sat down to Breakfast; I eat two Slices of Bread and Butter, and drank three Dishes of Tea, with a good deal of Sugar, and we both look'd very silly.

After Breakfast we drest our selves, he in a blue Camblet Coat, very richly lac'd, and Breeches of the same; with a Paduafoy Waistcoat, laced with Silver; and I, in one of my Mistress's Gowns.

I

will have finer when I come to Town.

We then took a Walk in the Garden, and he kissed me several times, and made me a Present of 100 Guineas, which I gave away before Night to the Servants, twenty to one, and ten to another, and so on.

We eat a very hearty Dinner, and about eight in the Evening went to Bed again.

He is prodigiously fond of me; but I don't like him half so well as my dear _Williams_.

The next Morning we rose earlier, and I asked him for another hundred Guineas, and he gave them me.

I sent fifty to Parson _Williams_, and the rest I gave away, two Guineas to a Beggar, and three to a Man riding along the Road, and the rest to other People.

I long to be in _London_ that I may have an Opportunity of laying some out, as well as giving away.

I believe I shall buy every thing I see.

What signifies having Money if one doth not spend it.

The next Day, as soon as I was up, I asked him for another Hundred.

Why, my Dear, says he, I don't grudge you any thing, but how was it possible for you to lay out the other two Hundred here.

La!

Sir, says I, I hope I am not obliged to give you an Account of every Shilling;

Troth, that will be being your Servant still.

I assure you, I married you with no such view, besides did not you tell me I should be Mistress of your Estate?

And I will be too.

For tho' I brought no Fortune, I am as much your Wife as if I had brought a Million--yes, but, my Dear, says he, if you had brought a Million, you would spend it all at this rate; besides, what will your Expences be in _London_, if they are so great here.

Truly, says I, Sir, I shall live like other Ladies of my Fashion; and if you think, because I was a Servant, that I shall be contented to be governed as you please, I will shew you, you are mistaken.

If you had not cared to marry me, you might have let it alone.

I did not ask you, nor I did not court you.

Madam, says he, I don't value a hundred Guineas to oblige you;

but this is a Spirit which I did not expect in you, nor did I ever see any Symptoms of it before.

O but Times are altered now, I am your Lady, Sir; yes to my Sorrow, says he, I am afraid--and I am afraid to my Sorrow too: For if you begin to use me in this manner already, I reckon you will beat me before a Month's at an end.

I am sure if you did, it would injure me less than this barbarous Treatment; upon which I burst into Tears, and pretended to fall into a Fit.

This frighted him out of his wits, and he called up the Servants.

Mrs. _Jewkes_ immediately came in, and she and another of the Maids fell heartily to rubbing my Temples, and holding Smelling-Bottles to my Nose.

Mrs. _Jewkes_ told him she fear'd I should never recover, upon which he began to beat his Breasts, and cried out, O my dearest Angel, Curse on my passionate Temper, I have destroy'd her, I have destroy'd her!

----would she had spent my whole Estate rather than this had happened.

Speak to me, my Love, I will melt myself into Gold for thy Pleasure.

At last having pretty well tired my self with counterfeiting, and imagining I had continu'd long enough for my purpose in the sham Fit, I began to move my Eyes, to loosen my Teeth, and to open my Hands, which Mr. _Booby_ no sooner perceived than he embraced and kissed me with the eagerest Extacy, asked my Pardon on his Knees for what I had suffered through his Folly and Perverseness, and without more Questions fetched me the Money.

I fancy I have effectually prevented any farther Refusals or Inquiry into my Expences.

It would be hard indeed, that a Woman who marries a Man only for his Money, should be debarred from spending it.

Well, after all things were quiet, we sat down to Breakfast, yet I resolved not to smile once, nor to say one good-natured, or good-humoured Word on any Account.

_Nothing can be more prudent in a Wife, than a sullen Backwardness to Reconciliation; it makes a Husband fearful of offending by the Length of his Punishment.

_ When we were drest, the Coach was by my Desire ordered for an Airing, which we took in it.

A long Silence prevailed on both Sides, tho' he constantly squeezed my Hand, and kissed me, and used other Familiarities, which I peevishly permitted.

At last, I opened my Mouth first.

--And so, says I, you are sorry you are married;--Pray, my Dear, says he, forget what I said in a Passion.

Passion, says I, is apter to discover our Thoughts than to teach us to counterfeit.

Well, says he, whether you will believe me or no, I solemnly vow, I would not change thee for the richest Woman in the Universe.

No, I warrant you, says I; and yet you could refuse me a nasty hundred Pound.

At these very Words, I saw Mr. _Williams_ riding as fast as he could across a Field; and I looked out, and saw a Lease of Greyhounds coursing a Hare, which they presently killed, and I saw him alight, and take it from them.

My Husband ordered _Robin_ to drive towards him, and looked horribly out of humour, which I presently imputed to Jealousy.

So I began with him first; for that is the wisest way.

La, Sir, says I; what makes you look so Angry and Grim?

Doth the Sight of Mr. _Williams_ give you all this Uneasiness?

I am sure, I would never have married a Woman of whom I had so bad an Opinion, that I must be uneasy at every Fellow she looks at.

My Dear, answer'd he, you injure me extremely, you was not in my Thoughts, nor, indeed, could be, while they were covered by so morose a Countenance; I am justly angry with that Parson, whose Family hath been raised from the Dunghill by ours; and who hath received from me twenty Kindnesses, and yet is not contented to destroy the Game in all other Places, which I freely give him leave to do; but hath the Impudence to pursue a few Hares, which I am desirous to preserve, round about this little Coppice.

Look, my Dear, pray look, says he; I believe he is going to turn Higler.

To Confess the Truth, he had no less than three ty'd up behind his Horse, and a fourth he held in his Hand.

Pshaw, says I, I wish all the Hares in the Country were d----d (the Parson himself chid me afterwards for using the Word, tho' it was in his Service.

) Here's a Fuss, indeed, about a nasty little pitiful Creature, that is not half so useful as a Cat.

You shall not persuade me, that a Man of your Understanding, would quarrel with a Clergyman for such a Trifle.

No, no, I am the Hare, for whom poor Parson _Williams_ is persecuted; and Jealousy is the Motive.

If you had married one of your Quality Ladies, she would have had Lovers by dozens, she would so; but because you have taken a Servant-Maid, forsooth!

you are jealous if she but looks (and then I began to Water) at a poor P----a----a----rson in his Pu----u----u----lpit, and then out burst a Flood of Tears.

My Dear, said he, for Heaven's sake dry your Eyes, and don't let him be a Witness of your Tears, which I should be sorry to think might be imputed to my Unkindness; I have already given you Some Proofs that I am not jealous of this Parson; I will now give you a very strong one: For I will mount my Horse, and you shall take _Williams_ into the Coach.

You may be sure, this Motion pleased me, yet I pretended to make as light of it as possible, and told him, I was sorry his Behaviour had made some such glaring Instance, necessary to the perfect clearing my Character.

He soon came up to Mr. _Williams_, who had attempted to ride off, but was prevented by one of our Horsemen, whom my Husband sent to stop him.

When we met, my Husband asked him how he did with a very good-humoured Air, and told him he perceived he had found good Sport that Morning.

He answered pretty moderate, Sir; for that he had found the three Hares tied on to the Saddle dead in a Ditch (winking on me at the same time), and added he was sorry there was such a Rot among them.

Well, says Mr. _Booby_, if you please, Mr. _Williams_, you shall come in and ride with my Wife.

For my own part, I will mount on Horseback;

for it is fine Weather, and besides, it doth not become me to loll in a Chariot, whilst a Clergyman rides on Horseback.

At which Words, Mr. _Booby_ leap'd out, and Mr. _Williams_ leap'd in, in an Instant, telling my Husband as he mounted, he was glad to see such a Reformation, and that if he continued his Respect to the Clergy, he might assure himself of Blessings from above.

It was now that the Airing began to grow pleasant to me.

Mr. _Williams_, who never had but one Fault, _viz.

_ that he generally smells of Tobacco, was now perfectly sweet; for he had for two Days together enjoined himself as a Penance, not to smoke till he had kissed my Lips.

I will loosen you from that Obligation, says I, and observing my Husband looking another way, I gave him a charming Kiss, and then he asked me Questions concerning my Wedding-night; this actually made me blush: I vow I did not think, it had been in him.

As he went along, he began to discourse very learnedly, and told me the Flesh and the Spirit were too distinct Matters, which had not the least relation to each other.

That all immaterial Substances (those were his very Words) such as Love, Desire, and so forth, were guided by the Spirit: But fine Houses, large Estates, Coaches, and dainty Entertainments were the Product of the Flesh.

Therefore, says he, my Dear, you have two Husbands, one the Object of your Love, and to satisfy your Desire; the other the Object of your Necessity, and to furnish you with those other Conveniences.

(I am sure I remember every Word, for he repeated it three Times; O he is very good whenever I desire him to repeat a thing to me three times he always doth it!

) as then the Spirit is preferable, to the Flesh, so am I preferable to your other Husband, to whom I am antecedent in Time likewise.

I say these things, my Dear, (said he) to satisfie your Conscience.

A Fig, for my Conscience, said I, when shall I meet you again in the Garden?

My Husband now rode up to the Chariot, and asked us how we did--I hate the Sight of him.

Mr. _Williams_ answered very well, at your Service.

They then talked of the Weather, and other things, I wished him gone again, every Minute; but all in vain I had no more Opportunity of conversing with Mr. _Williams_.

Well; at Dinner Mr. _Booby_ was very civil to Mr. _Williams_, and told him he was sorry for what had happened, and would make him sufficient Amends, if in his power, and desired him to accept of a Note for fifty Pounds; which he was so _good_ to receive, notwithstanding all that had past; and told Mr. _Booby_, he hop'd he would be forgiven, and that he would pray for him.

We make a charming Fool of him, i'fackins; Times are finely altered, I have entirely got the better of him, and am resolved never to give him his Humour.

_O how foolish it is in a Woman, who hath once got the Reins into her own Hand, ever to quit them again.

_ After Dinner Mr. _Williams_ drank the Church _et cætera_; and smiled on me; when my Husband's Turn came, he drank _et cætera_ and the Church; for which he was very severely rebuked by Mr. _Williams_; it being a high Crime, it seems, to name any thing before the Church.

I

do not know what _Et cetera_ is, but I believe it is something concerning chusing Pallament Men; for I asked if it was not a Health to Mr. _Booby's_ Borough, and Mr. _Williams_ with a hearty Laugh answered, Yes, Yes, it is his Borough we mean.

I slipt out as soon as I could, hoping Mr. _Williams_ would finish the Squire, as I have heard him say he could easily do, and come to me; but it happened quite otherwise, for in about half an Hour, _Booby_ came to me, and told me he had left Mr. _Williams_, the Mayor of his Borough, and two or three Aldermen heartily at it, and asked me if I would go hear _Williams_ sing a Catch, which, added he, he doth to a Miracle.

Every Opportunity of seeing my dear _Williams_, was agreeable to me, which indeed I scarce had at this time; for when we returned, the whole Corporation were got together, and the Room was in a Cloud of Tobacco; Parson _Williams_ was at the upper End of the Table, and he hath pure round cherry Cheeks, and his Face look'd all the World to nothing like the Sun in a Fog.

If the Sun had a Pipe in his Mouth, there would be no Difference.

I began now to grow uneasy, apprehending I should have no more of Mr. _Williams's_ Company that Evening, and not at all caring for my Husband, I advised him to sit down and drink for his Country with the rest of the Company; but he refused, and desired me to give him some Tea; swearing nothing made him so sick, as to hear a Parcel of Scoundrels, roaring forth the Principles of honest Men over their Cups, when, says he, I know most of them are such empty Blockheads, that they don't know their right Hand from their left; and that Fellow there, who hath talked so much of _Shipping_, at the left Side of the Parson, in whom they all place a Confidence, if I don't take care, will sell them to my Adversary.

I don't know why I mention this Stuff to you; for I am sure I know nothing about _Pollitricks_, more than Parson _Williams_ tells me;

who says that the Court-side are in the right on't, and that every Christian ought to be on the same with the Bishops.

When we had finished our Tea, we walked in the Garden till it was dark, and then my Husband proposed, instead of returning to the Company, (which I desired, that I might see Parson _Williams_ again,) to sup in another Room by our selves, which, for fear of making him jealous, and considering too, that Parson _Williams_ would be pretty far gone, I was obliged to consent to.

_O!

what a devilish thing it is, for a Woman to be obliged to go to bed to a spindle-shanked young Squire, she doth not like, when there is a jolly Parson in the same House she is fond of.

_ In the Morning I grew very peevish, and in the Dumps, notwithstanding all he could say or do to please me.

I exclaimed against the Priviledge of Husbands, and vowed I would not be pulled and tumbled about.

At last he hit on the only Method, which could have brought me into Humour, and proposed to me a Journey to _London_, within a few Days.

This you may easily guess pleased me; for besides the Desire which I have of shewing my self forth, of buying fine Cloaths, Jewels, Coaches, Houses, and ten thousand other fine things, Parson _Williams_ is, it seems, going thither too, to be _instuted_.

_O!

what a charming Journey I shall have; for I hope to keep the dear Man in the Chariot with me all the way; and that foolish Booby (for that is the Name Mr. _ Williams _hath set him) will ride on Horseback.

_ So as I shall have an Opportunity of seeing you so shortly, I think I will mention no more Matters to you now.

O I had like to have forgot one very material thing; which is that it will look horribly, for a Lady of my Quality and Fashion, to own such a Woman as you for my Mother.

Therefore we must meet in private only, and if you will never claim me, nor mention me to any one, I will always allow you what is very handsome.

Parson _Williams_ hath greatly advised me in this; and says, he thinks I should do very well to lay out twenty Pounds, and set you up in a little Chandler's Shop: but you must remember all my Favours to you will depend on your Secrecy; for I am positively resolved, I will not be known to be your Daughter; and if you tell any one so, I shall deny it with all my Might, which Parson _Williams_ says, I may do with a safe Conscience, being now a married Woman.

So I rest _Your humble Servant_, SHAMELA.

_P.

S.

_ The strangest Fancy hath enter'd into my Booby's Head, that can be imagined.

He is resolved to have a Book made about him and me;

he proposed it to Mr. _Williams_, and offered him a Reward for his Pains; but he says he never writ any thing of that kind, but will recommend my Husband, when he comes to Town, to a Parson _who does that Sort of Business for Folks_, one who can make my Husband, and me, and Parson _Williams_, to be all great People; for he _can make black white_, it seems.

Well, but they say my Name is to be altered, Mr. _Williams_, says the first Syllabub hath too comical a Sound, so it is to be changed into _Pamela_; I own I can't imagine what can be said; for to be sure I shan't confess any of my Secrets to them, and so I whispered Parson _Williams_ about that, who answered me, I need not give my self any Trouble; for the Gentleman _who writes Lives_, never asked more than a few Names of his Customers, and that he made all the rest out of his own Head; you mistake, Child, said he, if you apprehend any Truths are to be delivered.

So far on the contrary, if you had not been acquainted with the Name, you would not have known it to be your own History.

I have seen a _Piece of his Performance_, where the Person, whose Life was written, could he have risen from the Dead again, would not have even suspected he had been aimed at, unless by the Title of the Book, which was superscribed with his Name.

Well, all these Matters are strange to me, yet I can't help laughing, to think I shall see my self in a printed Book.

* * * * * So much for Mrs. _Shamela_, or _Pamela_, which I have taken Pains to transcribe from the Originals, sent down by her Mother in a Rage, at the Proposal in her last Letter.

The Originals themselves are in my hands, and shall be communicated to you, if you think proper to make them publick; and certainly they will have their Use.

The Character of _Shamela_, will make young Gentlemen wary how they take the most fatal Step both to themselves and Families, by youthful, hasty and improper Matches; indeed, they may assure themselves, that all Such Prospects of Happiness are vain and delusive, and that they sacrifice all the solid Comforts of their Lives, to a very transient Satisfaction of a Passion, which how hot so ever it be, will be soon cooled; and when cooled, will afford them nothing but Repentance.

Can any thing be more miserable, than to be despised by the whole World, and that must certainly be the Consequence; to be despised by the Person obliged, which it is more than probable will be the Consequence, and of which, we see an Instance in _Shamela_; and lastly to despise one's self, which must be the Result of any Reflection on so weak and unworthy a Choice.

As to the Character of Parson _Williams_, I am sorry it is a true one.