Make-Believe Man — 3 - Chapter 2, Part 2
No one tried to stop me--indeed, knowing I could not escape, they seemed pleased at my departure, and I went to my cabin.
Kinney, seated on the edge of the berth, greeted me with a hollow groan.
His expression was one of utter misery.
As though begging me not to be angry, he threw out his arms appealingly.
“How the devil!
” he began, “was I to know that a little red-headed shrimp like that was the Earl of Ivy?
And that that tall blonde girl,” he added indignantly, “that I thought was an accomplice, is Lady Moya, his sister?
” “What happened?
” I asked.
Kinney was wearing his hat.
He took it off and hurled it to the floor.
“It was that damned hat!
” he cried.
“It’s a Harvard ribbon, all right, but only men on the crew can wear it!
How was I to know THAT?
I saw Aldrich looking at it in a puzzled way, and when he said, ‘I see you are on the crew,’ I guessed what it meant, and said I was on last year’s crew.
Unfortunately HE was on last year’s crew!
That’s what made him suspect me, and after dinner he put me through a third degree.
I must have given the wrong answers, for suddenly he jumped up and called me a swindler and an impostor.
I got back by telling him he was a crook and that I was a detective, and that I had sent a wireless to have him arrested at New Bedford.
He challenged me to prove I was a detective, and, of course, I couldn’t, and he called up two stewards and told them to watch me while he went after the purser.
I didn’t fancy being watched, so I came here.
” “When did you tell him I was the Earl of Ivy?
” Kinney ran his fingers through his hair and groaned dismally.
“That was before the boat started,” he said; “it was only a joke.
He didn’t seem to be interested in my conversation, so I thought I’d liven it up a bit by saying I was a friend of Lord Ivy’s. And you happened to pass, and I happened to remember Mrs. Shaw saying you looked like a British peer, so I said: ‘That is my friend Lord Ivy.
’ I said I was your secretary, and he seemed greatly interested, and--” Kinney added dismally, “I talked too much.
I am SO sorry,” he begged.
“It’s going to be awful for you!
” His eyes suddenly lit with hope.
“Unless,” he whispered, “we can escape!
” The same thought was in my mind, but the idea was absurd, and impracticable.
I knew there was no escape.
I knew we were sentenced at sunrise to a most humiliating and disgraceful experience.
The newspapers would regard anything that concerned Lord Ivy as news.
In my turn I also saw the hideous head-lines.
What would my father and mother at Fairport think; what would my old friends there think; and, what was of even greater importance, how would Joyce & Carboy act?
What chance was there left me, after I had been arrested as an impostor, to become a stenographer in the law courts--in time, a member of the bar?
But I found that what, for the moment, distressed me most was that the lovely lady would consider me a knave or a fool.
The thought made me exclaim with exasperation.
Had it been possible to abandon Kinney, I would have dropped overboard and made for shore.
The night was warm and foggy, and the short journey to land, to one who had been brought up like a duck, meant nothing more than a wetting.
But I did not see how I could desert Kinney.
“Can you swim?
” I asked “Of course not!
” he answered gloomily; “and, besides,” he added, “our names are on our suitcases.
We couldn’t take them with us, and they’d find out who we are.
If we could only steal a boat!
” he exclaimed eagerly--“one of those on the davits,” he urged--“we could put our suitcases in it and then, after every one is asleep, we could lower it into the water.
” The smallest boat on board was certified to hold twenty-five persons, and without waking the entire ship’s company we could as easily have moved the chart-room.
This I pointed out.
“Don’t make objections!
” Kinney cried petulantly.
He was rapidly recovering his spirits.
The imminence of danger seemed to inspire him.
“Think!
” he commanded.
“Think of some way by which we can get off this boat before she reaches New Bedford.
We MUST!
We must not be arrested!
It would be too awful!
” He interrupted himself with an excited exclamation.
“I have it!
” he whispered hoarsely: “I will ring in the fire-alarm!
The crew will run to quarters.
The boats will be lowered.
We will cut one of them adrift.
In the confusion--” What was to happen in the confusion that his imagination had conjured up, I was not to know.
For what actually happened was so confused that of nothing am I quite certain.
First, from the water of the Sound, that was lapping pleasantly against the side, I heard the voice of a man raised in terror.
Then came a rush of feet, oaths, and yells; then a shock that threw us to our knees, and a crunching, ripping, and tearing roar like that made by the roof of a burning building when it plunges to the cellar.
And the next instant a large bowsprit entered our cabin window.
There was left me just space enough to wrench the door open, and grabbing Kinney, who was still on his knees, I dragged him into the alleyway.
He scrambled upright and clasped his hands to his head.
“Where’s my hat?
” he cried.
I could hear the water pouring into the lower deck and sweeping the freight and trunks before it.
A horse in a box stall was squealing like a human being, and many human beings were screaming and shrieking like animals.
My first intelligent thought was of the lovely lady.
I shook Kinney by the arm.
The uproar was so great that to make him hear I was forced to shout.
“Where is Lord Ivy’s cabin?
” I cried.
“You said it’s next to his sister’s. Take me there!
” Kinney nodded, and ran down the corridor and into an alleyway on which opened three cabins.
The doors were ajar, and as I looked into each I saw that the beds had not been touched, and that the cabins were empty.
I knew then that she was still on deck.
I felt that I must find her.
We ran toward the companionway.
“Women and children first!
” Kinney was yelling.
“Women and children first!
” As we raced down the slanting floor of the saloon he kept repeating this mechanically.
At that moment the electric lights went out, and, except for the oil lamps, the ship was in darkness.
Many of the passengers had already gone to bed.
These now burst from the state-rooms in strange garments, carrying life-preservers, hand-bags, their arms full of clothing.
One man in one hand clutched a sponge, in the other an umbrella.
With this he beat at those who blocked his flight.
He hit a woman over the head, and I hit him and he went down.
Finding himself on his knees, he began to pray volubly.
When we reached the upper deck we pushed out of the crush at the gangway and, to keep our footing, for there was a strong list to port, clung to the big flag-staff at the stern.
At each rail the crew were swinging the boats over the side, and around each boat was a crazy, fighting mob.
Above our starboard rail towered the foremast of a schooner.
She had rammed us fair amidships, and in her bows was a hole through which you could have rowed a boat.
Into this the water was rushing and sucking her down.
She was already settling at the stern.
By the light of a swinging lantern I saw three of her crew lift a yawl from her deck and lower it into the water.
Into it they hurled oars and a sail, and one of them had already started to slide down the painter when the schooner lurched drunkenly; and in a panic all three of the men ran forward and leaped to our lower deck.
The yawl, abandoned, swung idly between the Patience and the schooner.
Kinney, seeing what I saw, grabbed me by the arm.
“There!
” he whispered, pointing; “there’s our chance!
” I saw that, with safety, the yawl could hold a third person, and as to who the third passenger would be I had already made up my mind.
“Wait here!
” I said.
On the Patience there were many immigrants, only that afternoon released from Ellis Island.
They had swarmed into the life-boats even before they were swung clear, and when the ship’s officers drove them off, the poor souls, not being able to understand, believed they were being sacrificed for the safety of the other passengers.
So each was fighting, as he thought, for his life and for the lives of his wife and children.
At the edge of the scrimmage I dragged out two women who had been knocked off their feet and who were in danger of being trampled.
But neither was the woman I sought.
In the half-darkness I saw one of the immigrants, a girl with a ‘kerchief on her head, struggling with her life-belt.
A stoker, as he raced past, seized it and made for the rail.
In my turn I took it from him, and he fought for it, shouting: “It’s every man for himself now!
” “All right,” I said, for I was excited and angry, “look out for YOURSELF then!
” I hit him on the chin, and he let go of the life-belt and dropped.
I heard at my elbow a low, excited laugh, and a voice said: “Well bowled!
You never learned that in an office.
” I turned and saw the lovely lady.
I tossed the immigrant girl her life-belt, and as though I had known Lady Moya all my life I took her by the hand and dragged her after me down the deck.
“You come with me!
” I commanded.
I found that I was trembling and that a weight of anxiety of which I had not been conscious had been lifted.
I found I was still holding her hand and pressing it in my own.
“Thank God!
” I said.
“I thought I had lost you!
” “Lost me!
” repeated Lady Moya.
But she made no comment.
“I must find my brother,” she said.
“You must come with me!
” I ordered.
“Go with Mr. Kinney to the lower deck.
I will bring that rowboat under the stern.
You will jump into it.
“I cannot leave my brother!
” said Lady Moya.
Upon the word, as though shot from a cannon, the human whirlpool that was sweeping the deck amidships cast out Stumps and hurled him toward us.
His sister gave a little cry of relief.
Stumps recovered his balance and shook himself like a dog that has been in the water.
“Thought I’d never get out of it alive!
” he remarked complacently.
In the darkness I could not see his face, but I was sure he was still vaguely smiling.
“Worse than a foot-ball night!
” he exclaimed; “worse than Mafeking night!
” His sister pointed to the yawl.
“This gentleman is going to bring that boat here and take us away in it,” she told him.
“We had better go when we can!
” “Right ho!
” assented Stumps cheerfully.
“How about Phil?
He’s just behind me.
” As he spoke, only a few yards from us a peevish voice pierced the tumult.
“I tell you,” it cried, “you must find Lord Ivy!
If Lord Ivy--” A voice with a strong and brutal American accent yelled in answer: “To hell with Lord Ivy!
” Lady Moya chuckled.
“Get to the lower deck!
” I commanded.
“I am going for the yawl.
” As I slipped my leg over the rail I heard Lord Ivy say: “I’ll find Phil and meet you.
” I dropped and caught the rail of the deck below, and, hanging from it, shoved with my knees and fell into the water.
Two strokes brought me to the yawl, and, scrambling into her and casting her off, I paddled back to the steamer.
As I lay under the stern I heard from the lower deck the voice of Kinney raised importantly.
“Ladies first!
” he cried.
“Her ladyship first, I mean,” he corrected.
Even on leaving what he believed to be a sinking ship, Kinney could not forget his manners.
But Mr. Aldrich had evidently forgotten his.
I heard him shout indignantly: “I’ll be damned if I do!
” The voice of Lady Moya laughed.
“You’ll be drowned if you don’t!
” she answered.
I saw a black shadow poised upon the rail.
“Steady below there!
” her voice called, and the next moment, as lightly as a squirrel, she dropped to the thwart and stumbled into my arms.
The voice of Aldrich was again raised in anger.
“I’d rather drown!
” he cried.
Lord Ivy responded with unexpected spirit.
“Well, then, drown!
The water is warm and it’s a pleasing death.
” At that, with a bump, he fell in a heap at my feet.
“Easy, Kinney!
” I shouted.
“Don’t swamp us!
” “I’ll be careful!
” he called, and the next instant hit my shoulders and I shook him off on top of Lord Ivy.
“Get off my head!
” shouted his lordship.
Kinney apologized to every one profusely.
Lady Moya raised her voice.
“For the last time, Phil,” she called, “are you coming or are you not?
” “Not with those swindlers, I’m not!
” he shouted.
“I think you two are mad!
I prefer to drown!
” There was an uncomfortable silence.
My position was a difficult one, and, not knowing what to say, I said nothing.
“If one must drown!
” exclaimed Lady Moya briskly, “I can’t see it matters who one drowns with.
” In his strangely explosive manner Lord Ivy shouted suddenly: “Phil, you’re a silly ass.
” “Push off!
” commanded Lady Moya.
I think, from her tone, the order was given more for the benefit of Aldrich than for myself.
Certainly it was effective, for on the instant there was a heavy splash.
Lord Ivy sniffed scornfully and manifested no interest.
“Ah!
” he exclaimed, “he prefers to drown!
” Sputtering and gasping, Aldrich rose out of the water, and, while we balanced the boat, climbed over the side.
“Understand!
” he cried even while he was still gasping, “I am here under protest.
I am here to protect you and Stumps.
I am under obligation to no one.
I’m--” “Can you row?
” I asked.
“Why don’t you ask your pal?
” he demanded savagely; “he rowed on last year’s crew.
” “Phil!
” cried Lady Moya.
Her voice suggested a temper I had not suspected.
“You will row or you can get out and walk!
Take the oars,” she commanded, “and be civil!
” Lady Moya, with the tiller in her hand, sat in the stern; Stumps, with Kinney huddled at his knees, was stowed away forward.
I took the stroke and Aldrich the bow oars.
“We will make for the Connecticut shore,” I said, and pulled from under the stern of the Patience.
In a few minutes we had lost all sight and, except for her whistle, all sound of her; and we ourselves were lost in the fog.
There was another eloquent and embarrassing silence.
Unless, in the panic, they trampled upon each other, I had no real fear for the safety of those on board the steamer.
Before we had abandoned her I had heard the wireless frantically sputtering the “standby” call, and I was certain that already the big boats of the Fall River, Providence, and Joy lines, and launches from every wireless station between Bridgeport and Newport, were making toward her.
But the margin of safety, which to my thinking was broad enough for all the other passengers, for the lovely lady was in no way sufficient.
That mob-swept deck was no place for her.
I was happy that, on her account, I had not waited for a possible rescue.
In the yawl she was safe.
The water was smooth, and the Connecticut shore was, I judged, not more than three miles distant.
In an hour, unless the fog confused us, I felt sure the lovely lady would again walk safely upon dry land.
Selfishly, on Kinney’s account and my own, I was delighted to find myself free of the steamer, and from any chance of her landing us where police waited with open arms.
The avenging angel in the person of Aldrich was still near us, so near that I could hear the water dripping from his clothes, but his power to harm was gone.
I was congratulating myself on this when suddenly he undeceived me.
Apparently he had been considering his position toward Kinney and myself, and, having arrived at a conclusion, was anxious to announce it.
“I wish to repeat,” he exclaimed suddenly, “that I’m under obligations to nobody.
Just because my friends,” he went on defiantly, “choose to trust themselves with persons who ought to be in jail, I can’t desert them.
It’s all the more reason why I SHOULDN’T desert them.
That’s why I’m here!
And I want it understood as soon as I get on shore I’m going to a police station and have those persons arrested.
” Rising out of the fog that had rendered each of us invisible to the other, his words sounded fantastic and unreal.
In the dripping silence, broken only by hoarse warnings that came from no direction, and within the mind of each the conviction that we were lost, police stations did not immediately concern us.
So no one spoke, and in the fog the words died away and were drowned.
But I was glad he had spoken.
At least I was forewarned.
I now knew that I had not escaped, that Kinney and I were still in danger.
I determined that so far as it lay with me, our yawl would be beached at that point on the coast of Connecticut farthest removed, not only from police stations, but from all human habitation.
As soon as we were out of hearing of the Patience and her whistle, we completely lost our bearings.
It may be that Lady Moya was not a skilled coxswain, or it may be that Aldrich understands a racing scull better than a yawl, and pulled too heavily on his right, but whatever the cause we soon were hopelessly lost.
In this predicament we were not alone.
The night was filled with fog-horns, whistles, bells, and the throb of engines, but we never were near enough to hail the vessels from which the sounds came, and when we rowed toward them they invariably sank into silence.
After two hours Stumps and Kinney insisted on taking a turn at the oars, and Lady Moya moved to the bow.
We gave her our coats, and, making cushions of these, she announced that she was going to sleep.
Whether she slept or not, I do not know, but she remained silent.
For three more dreary hours we took turns at the oars or dozed at the bottom of the boat while we continued aimlessly to drift upon the face of the waters.
It was now five o’clock, and the fog had so far lightened that we could see each other and a stretch of open water.
At intervals the fog-horns of vessels passing us, but hidden from us, tormented Aldrich to a state of extreme exasperation.
He hailed them with frantic shrieks and shouts, and Stumps and the Lady Moya shouted with him.
I fear Kinney and myself did not contribute any great volume of sound to the general chorus.
To be “rescued” was the last thing we desired.
The yacht or tug that would receive us on board would also put us on shore, where the vindictive Aldrich would have us at his mercy.
We preferred the freedom of our yawl and the shelter of the fog.
Our silence was not lost upon Aldrich.
For some time he had been crouching in the bow, whispering indignantly to Lady Moya; now he exclaimed aloud: “What did I tell you?
” he cried contemptuously; “they got away in this boat because they were afraid of ME, not because they were afraid of being drowned.
If they’ve nothing to be afraid of, why are they so anxious to keep us drifting around all night in this fog?
Why don’t they help us stop one of those tugs?
” Lord Ivy exploded suddenly.
“Rot!
” he exclaimed.
“If they’re afraid of you, why did they ask you to go with them?
” “They didn’t!
” cried Aldrich, truthfully and triumphantly.
“They kidnapped you and Moya because they thought they could square themselves with YOU.
But they didn’t want ME!
” The issue had been fairly stated, and no longer with self-respect could I remain silent.
“We don’t want you now!
” I said.
“Can’t you understand,” I went on with as much self-restraint as I could muster, “we are willing and anxious to explain ourselves to Lord Ivy, or even to you, but we don’t want to explain to the police?
My friend thought you and Lord Ivy were crooks, escaping.
You think WE are crooks, escaping.
You both--” Aldrich snorted contemptuously.
“That’s a likely story!
” he cried.
“No wonder you don’t want to tell THAT to the police!
” From the bow came an exclamation, and Lady Moya rose to her feet.
